ADLINA ATIKAH

Ini semester terakhir

2011-11-09T12:45:00.002+08:00

Results dah keluar and I am now officially a fresh graduate of Diploma in Public Administration. I'm so glad that I managed to graduate on time with CGPA 3 pointer. Obviously I'm a little bit dissapointed because I was hoping for more A but nahh its okay atleast I graduated right? But yes Im also dissapointed because my GPA fall compared to last semester. No actually GPA saya tak pernah turun, selalu meningkat but on my last sem it fall, itu yang sedih, dah last sem baru jatuh. Banyak pulak tu but bersyukur lah it is still 3 pointer. So anyway, I was so happy that I passed my Current Affairs, with B- okay bukan C. Hik hik. I used to failed my test one with 0.9% and was forced by the lecturer to sit according to our results and obviously my place was at the very back. Yeah some of them was so arrogant and looked down to those who sat at the back without realising that they managed to sit where they sat because they were cheating on the test. Well I didnt say that I never cheat but atleast you dont have to laughed at other's failure while you yourself used to repeat several times. So anyway, hmm I passed all my paper with not so much of flying colors but no C so thats enough to make me happy. To compare all of my results for those 5 semesters, I would say last sem (part4) was the best one. But anyway, I'm happy its over now. No more Lendu. No more drama, hopefully.

I just applied my degree and my first choice is Law so wish me luck :)

xxx,

adlina

MHM

2011-10-11T18:36:00.008+08:00

Well there is this guy who I met when I was in Part One. Dia botak dan tak handsome (I lied) dan saya tak suka dia. I mean belum perasan pun lagi dia masa tu. Haha. So masa nak dekat habis sem tu, which is almost nak final exam baru lah kitorang kenal and rapat. How we met each other, well let us keep it to ourselves , and okay sebenarnya ramai yang dah tahu macam mana, but still I'm not not gonna tell it here haha.

So anyway sayang, thank you for being with me throughout the years , to stand by me, to be my best est friend, to wipe my tears, to listened to my every little stories, thank you for everything. Of course, banyak jugak benda yang buat kita selalu bergaduh, I mean actually hari-hari pun kita gaduh kan? Haha, but it makes us stronger kan sayang? Hee. Thank you sayang for all these years. We might not be the perfect couple, I might not be the perfect girlfriend and so do you. But who needs perfection when it doesnt exist right? :)

Second semester we were like the happiest couple in the world. Very happy. But then as time goes by, of course we were caught by the comfort. Masuk third semester ada banyak sangat benda yang jadi kan sayang, but I'm glad that I never gave up on you. Never. And now , look what would we be missing if we gave up on each other :)

You don't know sweetheart just how much I love you. I really really do. Sangat. I almost cried no I actually cried when I wave you goodbye masa nak balik tu. Haha. Okay Malacca and Shah Alam memang lah dekat but berapa kali je kita akan jumpa. It'll be different because sebelum ni hari2 kita jumpa. Bila I nak nangis and I need someone to talk I could just drive to your house. And bila I lapar, you akan bawak I pergi makan. I miss you sayang, I really do. This holidays gonna be hard as we're apart. Bukan macam sebelum ni, cuti sekejap then confirm akan jumpa balik. Tapi cuti kali ni tak tentu lagi yang kita akan dapat sama campus for degree. We're not yet sure with our future. But just so you know b, till this particular moment, you're the greatest boyfriend I ever had. Not only a boyfriend to me but you're my best friend. You are. Although when you're the reason for my tears, you would also be the one who would wipe it away. Semua orang pernah buat salah, I never blame you for whatever happened. I know at least the mistakes make us stronger. I don't care if you once cheated on me, if you ever lied to me before, or whatever, because no one's perfect, me neither. At least we learned from the mistakes. Just don't do it again , because you have no idea how much it hurt me. So anyway, thank you sayang for everything. Thank you for being my best friend for 2 years and 1 month and for being an amazing boyfriend for 1 and a half year. I miss you. We've had a lot of rough times in the past, but I'll always love you and no one can ever change that .

love,

adlina

For the housemates

2011-10-11T18:10:00.005+08:00

They are my fav girls for this semester. Sumpah sayang kat diaorang. They're like sisters to me. Kitorang share semua benda sama2. Walaupun at first tu rasa awkward sebab tak rapat sangat dengan diaorang but then lepas lama2 macam tu kitorang dah jadi rapat sangat. But of course, sedang kan adik beradik pun bergaduh ini kan lagi kitorang . Selalu bergaduh, selalu banyak tak puas hati, but we never took it seriously, at last kitorang akan baik balik, just like siblings, terasa hati tu mesti lah ada, tipu lah kalau cakap tak ada. But well our friendships are much more stronger and meaningful than our ego. Sorry that masa nak balik tu I was cought out with my ego, and we didn't even have a proper goodbye. Tapi I sangat sayang korang, if one of us ada problem we would share it together, beli makanan sama2, tengok movie sama2, masak sama2, bergaduh pun sama2 and boyfriend pun 'share'. Haha. I remember how Farina suka mengada dengan Kimin and bila diaorang keluar I called & she would answer it, eh tak jealous lah okay. Haha. Also I remember how mengada I am nak bawak kereta Diba bila nak pergi beli makanan padahal kereta sendiri ada, and how kerek dia selalu jawab bila I tanya dia soalan, pffts . Haha. I love the way we would make fun of each other tanpa ada terasa ke or whatsoever. Kitorang pun ada group sendiri which is group "blur". Well president dia used to be me but sekarang dah tukar, Azie president and Kimin vice president. Haha. Okay so hmm well I love you girls, I really do. Thank you for one amazing semester. Nanti ingat kita punya plan okay kakak-kakak sayang, kita kena pergi bercuti sama-sama and next sem kita kena pergi melawat Farina. Heee . I really love you girls, and sorry for all the wrong doings . Biasalah adik bongsu kan manja dia lain sikit, mengada pun lain, ego pun lain. Kakak-kakak kena lah mengalah kan? Sorry okay. Hee. Eh suka ti , aku nak jadi adik bongsu jugak. Diba kaklong sebab dia garang, Azie kak ngah sebab dia rajin, Echa num tiga sebab tak tau sebab apa haha, ekin num 4, tika num 5, farina num 6 and I sebagai yang paling cantik dan comel ialah yang bongsu . Okay deal, okay bye sayang korang . Nah lagu untuk korang haha

xoxo, your most beautiful sister,

adlina atikah <3

This is for the classmates

2011-10-11T17:52:00.002+08:00

Hooray for me, its holiday .e

Semester ini adalah semester terakhir untuk saya. So I really hope that I pass all the 6 papers that I took. Well if you ask me, I would say I am both happy and sad that it is over. Im happy because finally after two and a half year, I'll be graduating but of course I'll miss all these amazing people I met throughout the Diploma's year. I'll surely miss them.

Itu semua classmates yang sangattttt saya sayang . Heh tolong lah bangga weyh. Haha . They helped me a lot, especially Adibah, Fyra, Danish, and Azlan. They would listen to me and if takda orang kat rumah sewa Fyra boleh sanggup teman. How sweet kan. Bila dia tidur rumah tak habis2 dengan AXN dia, lepastu movie. Malam-malam kitorang akan acah-acah nak study dekat Mcd, bawak buku macam budak degree banyaknya but end up online . Haha, so as Adibah Helmiah, she would listen to my never-ending-story. Biasalah kalau dah bukak mulut memang dah tak boleh tutup. Dia and Lan (her boyf) selalu terpaksa dengar. Haha. Dah lima sem kitorang jadi groupmates for presentation and they were too kind melayan kemalasan I. Hiu hiu sorry, degree nanti janji kita rajin sikit okay haha. She's the one who would remind me if ada test or quiz since I selalu yes, selalu sangat ponteng class. Adibah and Fyra pun can be consider as my bestfriends masa dekat UiTM ni. Terharu kan? Please terharu? Well I tahu takpayah lah tanya soalan bodoh sebab obviously korang dua sangat merindui I. Well. hahaha. Okay and Danish, walaupun dia annoying, like seriously annoying tapi err , okay aku tak tau nak cakap apa pasal kau lah Danish. Hmm dia baik jugak lah, walaupun dia punya mulut tu kadang2 mintak cili haha. & lastly to the rest of the classmates, just so you guys know, I sayang korang. Tyco kau kena berterima kasih kat aku sebab aku lah yang first sekali start panggil kau abang long sebelum semua ikut. Haih, kau mesti rindu kecomelan adik kau ni kan, I know. Takpe jangan risau kampung I pun kat masjid tanah. Hee and Joe thank you for being our class rep for 5 semesters, sorry selalu susahkan you hiuhiu. Zyno semoga last long dengan Mus macam I dengan Kimin hihi. Mus thanks sebab selalu cakap I cantik. Yassin & Zulfah pun semoga last long lah ek, amik lah Diba dengan Lan sebagai contoh. Tapi kalau nak yang cool, amik I and Kimin sebagai contoh sebab kitorang cool. Ok bye, sayang koranggggg <3

xxx,

adlina :)

Diam diam diam

2011-09-15T14:44:00.000+08:00

So hi , so hi so hi so hi so hi hmm well I have nothing to say/write actually. It just that err well hmm I miss my mother . I miss my dad. I miss my sisters . Ye diam la tahu la kau nak cakap "ekeleh melaka tak jauh mana pun." zzz diam. Mama tak bagi balik dia suruh study. I pun tahu if I balik I tak kan study. So oh well. Ini sacrifice namanya. Hiu. Okay rindu. Rindu. Rindu. Rin rin rin du . Du rin du rin du. Argh stress. Semalam ayah bbm tanya nak balik jugak ke, buat kita rasa alahai sebak. Tak sampai 2min lps tu ayah call , phew bederai air mata jatuh. Diam. Suka ti la nak manja. Dah memang manja. Oh lepas tu ayah cakap tkpayah balik la ika, duduk rumah study. Kita cuma mampu ok kan je sebab kita taknak ayah tahu kita nangis . Hiu malu weyh. Ok tak tahu kenapa tiba2 rasa sedih semalam. Tak tahu kenapa nak nangis. Tak tahu la kenapa cengeng sekali. Ntah la, tapi for sure kita tahu kita RINDUUUUUU :'(

Aidilfitri 2011

2011-09-02T16:25:00.000+08:00

Tak seperti raya raya sebelum ini di mana kita kepochi sangat upload satu album baru untuk raya, kali ni takda. Ye jangan risau, awak tak perlu lagi rasa cemburu tengok gambar2 kita. Eh ? Salah, ter perasan pulak. Hiu hiu. So anyway,selamat hari raya semua ? Sorry for all the wrong doings that I have done, intentionally or not *kiss kiss*

xo,

adlina .

Happy Birthday BF

2011-08-26T23:10:00.000+08:00

Okay cake ni originally macam ni rupanya.

Taraaaa , cuba tengok betul2 akan nampak huruf MH tu. It stands for Muhamad Hakimin

20 years old

2011-08-26T22:07:00.001+08:00

Today is my boyfriend's birthday hoyeah hoyeah :')

The surprise that I planned a week before turns out to not be so surprising. Haha. First kita pergi tesco dengan Lan and Diba cari plain cake sebab I mengada nak decorate sendiri. Then lepas beli tu semua kita pergi amik zyno and fyra before went back to my house to prepare the decoration of the cake. Then plan2 dengan Arif semua, we decided to drop Arif dekat bus station konon nya dia dah lambat nak masuk dalam and so suruh Kimin amik dia dekat situ. But I knew my boyf too well *eceyh bangga haha. He will definitely call me suruh teman dia amik Arif. So I buat2 suara tengah tidur and suruh dia mintak tolong Danish. Hihi. Suara dia masa call tu buat kita rasa serba salah sebab tak wish dia lagi hihi.

So anyway, I and Khaidir cepat2 pergi rumah dia bila nampak dia dah gerak. Sementara tunggu Danish call cakap dah otw tu, kitaorang prepare2 lah. Then menyorok belakang kereta. Aww. But then kantoi sikit because he saw Khaidir haha. He was all "blushing" when we sing him a happy birthday song. He's so cute, I swear :')

Oh the pictures will be post soon. Okay yeah thank you Khaidir, Arif and Akmal because being so supportive to come, and and thank you Diba, Lan, Fyra and Zyno sebab tolong buat cake tu. Also to Danish and housemate kimin sebab tolong bersubahat :')

P/s : I love you Muhamad Hakimin, (': Hadiah nnti dulu ek hihi .

xoxo,

adlina

Hi pandai,

2011-08-18T22:28:00.000+08:00

Setakat baru dapat score sekali tolonglah tak payah berlagak sangat nak perli2 orang lain. Kalau awak ingat awak pandai, ramai lagi orang lg pandai dari awak. Lagipun setakat riak nak buat apa? Plus meniru? Ah lagi la , apa yg nak dibanggakan? :) jangan pandang rendah sangat lah, semua ada up and down. Chill sudah. Kalau result elok, dapat 3 pointer ke atas, amboi kemain kecoh sekampung. Cuba kalau dapat teruk, diam tak wujud, tapi sibuk nak tahu result orang. Hek eleh. So shut up and tolong takpayah riak sangat apatah lagi setakat meniru daripada dulu .malu sikit boleh? Awak sgt annoying bila cuba berlagak pandai, perli orang lain. Kau nak ddk ikut grade hey duduk la cik kak tapi tkpayah kecoh. Baru satu subject dah mcm dpt DL. K bye. #ehterasake? :)

Kabare ?

2011-07-24T10:17:00.000+08:00

Hi, it has been awhile since I last wrote. Rindu nya rindu nyaaaaa blog kita . Sorry lah , I've been so damn busy with assignments and test. Sem ni kan sem terakhir so I'm kinda busy . Banyak sangat benda nak buat sem ni sampai tak sedar yang dah mid sem pun and today is the last day of cuti mid term. Sekejap lagi, I'll be driving back to Malacca. Okay cuak because ni akan jadi the first I drive alone kat highway. Selalunya if balik weekends I akan naik bus or tak pun tumpang orang. But since ini cuti seminggu takkan nak tinggalkan pulak baby kita kat sana. Hiu hiu.

Oh okay, so about this sem hmm banyak sangat benda jadi. I dont know how to start. Hmm, oh banyak lagi subject yang sampai sekarang I still tak faham. Contohnya macam current affairs, local government. Yeah. Tak suka. Satu satunya subject yang I betul2 suka is Law. Degree nanti kita rasa mcm nak buat law but then ayah cakap susah, so I think maybe I akan amik Political Science.

Relationship? Okay we're just fine. Semua nya baik2 je. Gaduh memang ada lah, selalu. I dont know and there would be this one day I woke up and rasanya macam "enough is enough". Rasa macam okay stop taknak dah tak larat. But then I know I can't. I love him, I love this relationship.

Yeah so that's it. Rasa awkward pulak tulis blog because dah lama sangat tak tulis. Haha. I'll write more often . Rasanya tak tulis pun is because jarang dah sangat online from laptop, ini pun sebab berry kena barred so terpaksa lah online through laptop haha. Sokay , have a nice day people :)

xo,

adlina

2011-06-19T12:28:00.000+08:00

Hello daddy,

HAPPY FATHERS DAY , I LOVE YOU <3

Go play barbie and stop playing with acid

2011-05-20T10:34:00.004+08:00

Lately we, ladies have been disturbed with the case of acid splasher. Seriously man, what were you guys thinking? Do you really have to be so mean? Please stop treating ladies like they are less important. Male are born to protect female. So please do your duty and stop hurting us. And for my adorable sisters out there, please be extra careful. Make sure you never walk alone and always keep in mind to walk facing the traffic so you would not be attack from behind. Careful when you see a motorcycle babe. Acid is not a toy you know. It could probably kill your future.

While for those two mean guy, just remember that karma is a bitch if you are a bitch. The next time you wanna splash acid to the innocent lady please just think of your mother or sisters. Just imagine if the victim is your own blood. Stop being so mean to us because we did no harm to you bitch. Or yes, I hope you would get killed in an accident. Tolong la pergi mati kena langgar lori , bekecai kecai tulang atau acid tu semua tertumpah balik kat kau, and kena kau punya HAHAHA, uish padan muka. Hancur terus biar tak boleh ada anak. Buat apa ada anak, because I am so sure that your kids pun taknak ada bapak macam kau. Okay, emo. Haha. Please just stop. Stop discrimination man. Kemain tau sekarang dah masuk Shah Alam pulak, haish. Tak baik la bang buat perempuan macam ni. Macam mana kitorng nak kahwin nanti if kena acid, siapa nak kahwin dengan kitorang. Duit hantaran mesti kurang, kesian la kat kitorang. You lain la because you're indian. Perempuan yang bayar duit hantaran kat korang. Tapi bodoh la perempuan yang nak bayar mahal2 untuk kahwin dengan orang macam awak.( er ok kenapa ckp psl khwin plak ni -.- )

Please stop hurting us, stop discrimination, kita kan satu Malaysia. Apa ni apa ni? And hello guys out there, please be our hero, we need you guys to protect us wherever we are. And and to my dearest pretty sisters out there, pleaseeeee be careful and always remember to bring a mineral water because if you kena attack simply simbah air dekat tmpt yg kena acid tu because it would neutralize the acid. Apa apa pun, hati hati dekat mana pun awak berada! And acid splasher tolong jangan attack baby, they are so cute don't be so mean to them, don't destroy their future, they just learn to see the world, have some pity on them and us, woman.

Thank you.

sincerely,

Adlina.

Quotes

2011-05-17T01:08:00.000+08:00

" Roses are red, Violets are blue. He's for me, not for you and if for any chance you take my place, I'll take my fist and smash your face. "

You're worth every tear that I will (and have) cry and all the heartache I may feel . Loving you is not easy, but you are worth having in my life, MHM <3

sincerely,

your pretty girlfriend ; adlina.

This make my day !

2011-05-11T23:31:00.002+08:00

Pengalaman bekerja (kononnya)

2011-05-11T00:28:00.002+08:00

Celik mata, capai blackberry kesayangan check noti check message. Kedebum, tidur balik. Sedar2 je dengar suara mama bercakap but I don't know what it is sebab otak melayang-layang2 sampai Melaka. All that I remember was this dialog; Mama - "So are you coming with me , ika?" and I was like celik tutup celik tutup mata sambil otak menari2 lepastu "erghhh good night" and pap terlentok tak sedar lagi. Ish pemalas tau perempuan ni.

Lepastu celik mata lagi capai handphone (dah routine), and tgk jam oh pukul 8.30 baru lek luuu. Termenung sebentar lalu bangun dan berlari ke bilik mama sebelum melihat dia baru keluar dari bilik air dengan muka serious nya "go get urself ready now." Pe loi, berlari den pergi mandi. K done.

So hari dimulakan dengan nasi lemak satu bungkus, telur setengah masak dua biji, teh ice. Lepastu ke office dan masuk2 je dah blur tak tahu nak buat apa sebab mama terus busy tak perasan anak cantik dia ada kat situ, ish sampai hati. Takpo eh, ada pc kosong ni wa attack la main weheartit. Eh hati tak puas lagi so attack office mama main webcam macam gambar comel diatas sebelum dihalau oleh mama suruh duduk luar tengok apa kerja nak buat. Heh tak dapat la derr, wa duk luar main fesbuk la po loi. Haha sorry ma, esok kita kerja lagi ye, gaji jangan potong puhleaseee, kita kan anak beranak apa kisah makan gaji buta ke gaji celik ke iye dak :)

xoxo,

adlina.

Do not dwell in the past

2011-05-10T12:38:00.006+08:00

Sometimes we need to forget some people from our past, because of one simple reason;

they just don't belong in our future.

So thank you but I never were interested and how could you have the past,
when you never actually own it ?

Please just leave me alone so-called-friend.

sincerely,

adlina

Would you cry with me?

2011-05-04T14:43:00.000+08:00

Sometimes the person we need the most would turn out being the one who fucking don't care . And when we need them to whisper hopes they would actly be the first one who gone missing :') yeah yeah life is sucks , tell me more about it . Damn. But somehow the one that we thought would never care is the one who cry with us, the one who stand right besides us and hold our hands tightly. This is life.

Hello faizal tahir

2011-05-04T11:55:00.000+08:00

Cuba kau cuba diam bila ku cuba tuk berbicara dgn kamu, pernah kah kau ada? bila ku perlu untuk meluahkan rasa dalam hati . Dan bila kau bersuara, setia ku mendengar agar tenang kau merasa, siapa sebenarnya aku padamu, mungkin sama dengan teman lain yang bisa kau buat begitu , dan bila tiada lagi teman bermain kau pulang mendapatkan aku itulah aku padamu . -.- ouch kita suka faizal tahir kita suka dia !! Hmm I really love this song, its so real . You never were there when you're needed . Like now? Yeaah. Kbye .

P/s : dear mama , get well soon me love you now and forever muahhhhhhhhh !

Srangers, again

2011-05-01T21:14:00.002+08:00

There is only two options for our future , whether we get married or we break up . Well I never thought of it either , zzz we're too young don't we ? But well it is true , we only have that two options . Let's hope for the best . But as for now, no baby I don't wanna be like them, not our relationship . Whenever we start to feel the distance, let's just move backward to the past . As for now, all that I want is you, only you . The guy I thought could never exist, MHM. HA-HA. Baby baby I love you . Let us stop fighting everyday and may we never get caught by the comfort we have for each other (':

xoxo,

adlina

Argh stress la stress

2011-04-27T22:30:00.000+08:00

Sakit hati. Jangan pura pura tak ada apa yang berlaku bila dah sah sah something is wrong . Semua orang ada limit . So do I .

Kita takmau sia2 kan apa kita ada

2011-04-25T18:56:00.002+08:00

Tnya la mana2 prmpn pun mesti almost all akan cakap "ye the chasing part was the best" . kenapa? sebab masa tu kau tak dapat lagi jadi kau nampak so sweet sanggup buat apa saja utk dpt apa yg kau nak. tapi maklumlah lelaki, dah dapat ditinggal tinggal kan. Ye btl of course takkan nak selama lamanya so sweet , tp atleast tolong make the rship worth it. kalau dulu bnyk bnda yang kita share, bnyk prkara yg kita bt sesama, lepas stage b'kenalan kita ke stage chasing pastu stage honeymoon. sekarang as times past by, oh kt dah mask stage comfortable rupanya.ada yg dpt lalu stage ni dgn baik tp ramai yg takmmpu dn ke stage yg lbh teruk smpai ke break up. Ye bgs kita ptt rasa selesa tp takkan smpai mcm ah kau nak buat apa buat la idc baby, I don't care. mana ada lg actvty2 yg kt slalu buat, mana prgi sume ayat manis yg blh bt kt tersenyum, mana pergi ill b there for u, mana pergi sume tu. Oh no kt tk nk sia2kan rship, kita tk mau diambil mudah. dan kita pn tknak ambil awk for granted sayang, tp berusaha sama la. Oh no kt tkkan bgtau awk apa nak bt, bcs u wld use it against me later saying 'I always do what u said' . Padahal kt nak yg terbaik kita nak awk tau kt sakit bila awk tk amik kisah apa kt rasa,lelaki.awak fikir la sendiri sumeorg. Bnda so simple utk awk mngkin bnda yg so big utk kt perempuan. Btl jodoh kt tk tau tp hey berusaha la sikit, jgn sbb oh baby ur mine n I know ur not gonna leave me, awk bt tk ksh awk bt sesuka ht. Jngn cabar awak, sumeorg ada limit, prmpn pn blh bt apa awk bt. Zaman dah maju la. Okay dah nnti kt on9 pakai laptop kt post video pasal stage2 ni yg ada kat youtube. Jap awk jangan slh faham, ini bkn specifically pasal rship kita, its generally . Tapi kalau awk, MHM baca tlng fahamkan apa kita try nak bgtau kita tknak tergolong dlm rship yg trlmpau selesa smpai tkamik kisah, sayang awak . bye

sebab mereka sayang kan saya

2011-04-17T01:17:00.002+08:00

Today, lunch dekat ayam penyet at maju junction. Minum air soda gembira, and taraaa just look how happy I am in the picture. Soda gembira ! Haha. Then mama, adik and I walk around the mall and mama bought me a new handphone. Ngaha. Mak kita baik kan, thank you mama, I love you so much. I am so happy bcs I have a new handphone and mama still let me keep my baby pinky vivaz. Now that I have two little baby, it double my happiness haha. Okay then we walk around and do some shopping, hmm pergi mall apa ntah kat sebelah tu untuk tempah baju pengiring for my cousin's wed. Then we went to Celcom Centre at Alam Central before going to Subang Parade. Dekat subang parade tu kita ronda2 and mama belikan my second sister a new hp jugak. Pastu kitorang ronda2 lagi sambil makan roti boy. Later we went for a dinner at Sushi King with my mum's friend and her two cute little hero.

Okay dalam gambar tu Adam, he's 3 years old and he reminds me of my future baby boy! :P Dia sangat comel dan manja. Nanti dia datang and cakap "kakak kakak, adam nak Iphone. Adam nak main game." Haha kemain lagi kan, baru 3 tahun, and si abang pulak "kakak, alif nak ipad." Pergh. My future baby boy would look as cute as adam but a little bit lighter, sebab berat tak larat nak angkat but not their demanding attitude. Haha. Tak mampu lah kita.

Anyway, kita sebenarnya post ni sebab nak cakap KITA SANGAT HAPPY! haha.Thanks mama sebab bawak kita jejalan and bawak kita pergi beli hp. Thanks ayah jugak sebab kejut kita pagi pagi before dia pergi meeting, suruh kita bangun mandi sebab mama nak bawak kita bli hp. Aww kita sayang awak dua2, awak dua2 parents yang terbaik kat dunia walaupun kita selalu buat perangai mengada-ngada, tapi awak dua tak pernah fed up dengan kita. Walaupun kita tau sometimes kita ni terlampau manja tapi kita nak mama n ayah tahu that you both raised me up perfectly as a person. I LOVE YOU BOTH more than anything or anyone in this whole wide world !

xoxo,
adlina

2011-04-16T02:39:00.000+08:00

Kita tak tahu nak cakap apa, tapi kita tak boleh tidur and kita rasa macam nak post something tapi tak tau nak post apa. Hmm. Oh kita rasa kita rindu tutti frutti kita. And mcd ? And hmm baju baru ? Err okay kita dah buat keputusan, esok kita nak keluar and beli apa yang patut, makan apa yang teringin pastu movie marathon. Haha, kita nak lupakan sekejap yang minggu depan final. Biarlah, duduk rumah pun bukan study so lebih baik keluar makan angin habis duit. Okay ma, tapi kita janji, lepas esok, err kiranya tmrw night I'll start revising okay, promise :)

Okay bye im off to bed, tmrw nak keluar pastu balik study, ye PROMISE kita study punya !

xoxo,

adlina

Apadahal final

2011-04-15T21:06:00.000+08:00

Hai, this is a short post to APOLOGISE to everyone , whom I might have hurt, intentionally or not. And also I apologise for every wrong doings that I have caused. Wish me luck for my final, and may my pointer get better and better with no B- and below. Which mean no C's family, no repeat. Amin.

Best of luck to all my classmates , my friends, and my beloved boyfriend <3

And and here, I maafkan semua orang jugak , so hey bring it on final :)

sincerely,

adlina

Kami dah setahun

2011-04-09T21:29:00.000+08:00

9.4.2011 ; we have been together for a year and may we keep on counting . I love you so much sayang, thanks for everything that you have done . Selalu sabar dengan perangai I, I know sometimes I get jealous too much, I know sometimes I push you too hard, and I know sometimes I went over the limit. But one thing that you should know is that I F. love you and I never ever stop, eventhough sometimes when I doubt you. Kita tahu kita lagi senang percaya cakap orang daripada cakap you, mcm awak cakap kita senang terpengaruh. Tapi sebenarnya kita cuma tak suka bila orang kononnya lagi tahu pasal relationship ni lebih daripada kita sendiri. But anyway, happy anniversary sayang. Kita happy semalam spent time with you walaupun penat and mengantuk. Kita sayang awak MHM, thanks untuk semua <3

love,

Adlina

Confession

2011-04-02T01:55:00.001+08:00

Kita ada confession nak buat. Kita rasa kita susah nak cakap dengan orang yang kita tak rapat. Its like I find it v hard to talk to the person I barely even know. Bukan kita nak sombong tak pasal2, tapi ntah lah kita rasa susah se sangat nak cakap unless they start the conversation first. Yeah I know people tend to get it wrong, but its just one of my not-so-good attitude. Im trying to change, just give me chance and stop judging will ya? Kita penat dengar orang cakap kita ni bodoh sombong , like hello, kalau aku bodoh sombong kau tu bodoh sibuk. At least I did smile back. Haha. Tapi kan kita admit , kita jenis yang pilih2 orang. Rather than I'm being a hypocrite , talk bad things about my own friends, its better not to be friend at all kan ? Hah.Kita rasa benda yg paling menyampah bila kawan cakap pasal kawan sendiri padahal pergh tengok macam kemain lagi peluk cium. Drama queen betul.
Eh okay bye nak tidur.

xoxo,

adlina

Only one

2011-03-13T19:51:00.000+08:00

Muhamad Hakimin b Mokhtar,
even though we fight and argue almost anywhere, I still found myself loving you . You always know what to do and what to say when I'm upset, I'm so glad that you know exactly how to be a man. A lover and a friend to me you were, there's never a man like you or come close like someone like you , I love you b i love you i love you :)

xo,

adlina

Home sweet home

2011-03-13T17:36:00.002+08:00

Have you ever cried because you miss home ? Well I did, yesterday -.-'

Time bangun tidur tu serious macam sangat terkejut tengok keliling, because I thought I was at home. But sekali bngun tengok2 tengah kat lendu, imagine how frustrated I am haish. Then lepas mandi, terus terduduk and teringat rumah. Tiba2 tak sedar dah menangis. Apa lagi, tak fikir panjang terus kejut roommate ajak dia balik. Padahal masa tu dah hari sabtu and dah pukul 4 pun. But if tak fikir roommate tinggal sorang, memang time2 tu jugak dah cabut balik rumah. Gila rindu okay. Maaaa rindu :'(

Next week comfirm kena balik . It has been two weeks, and I can't stand it any longer. I miss home, badly. I miss my pretty girls, and yes I miss my tutti frutti and my parents of course !

Reason I tak balik for those two weeks is because ego. Merajuk tak bertempat punya pasal. Okay ma, sorry sorry, kita taknak merajuk dah. Ika nak balik rumah, rinduuu tahu tak. Mana tahan duduk lendu ni lama2. I thought I'd rather getting bored here than lowering my ego, but I guess I can't stand it anymore, ego lama2 pun dapat apa.Haha. Hari jumaat tu mama ada call, tanya suruh balik but kita punya ego pergh taknak kalah masa tu, so cakap kat mama busy adahal tak boleh balik . Hah hamik kau, pastu esoknya menangis rindu rumah haha. Rindu punya pasal sampai sekarang pergi makan pun, minum air neslo sebab nya kat rumah mama selalu buat. Pastu bila bosan dengar lagu fav adik dengan ayah. Err yes I am a spoilt brat but so what so what haha. RINDUUUU , ergh bila nak next week ni !

Next week pulak ada sukan dipac, so boleh balik hari sabtu petang tu lah . But tak kisah, dapat tidur kat rumah satu malam pun dah cukup . Haha, nak balikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk :"(

adlina.

I was deceived by the wrapping

2011-02-15T21:04:00.002+08:00

It hurts to have the person we truly trust cheated on us. Its hard to believe the words spoken from someone who have once lied. Its disturbing to have to forgive the same person again and again just because our heart refused to let him go. It is truly hurt. Tell me tell me what do you do when you know something is bad for you but you still can't let go?

So here I need to tell you this dear heart,

You are v stubborn and stupid and cruel and mean and obsessing and you are also the worst backstabber I have ever meet. Thank you for turning your back from me but please stop giving me pain because now I've been licking my wounds.

"I can't mend, this torn state I'm in, getting nothing in return, what did I do to deserve the pain of this moment, and everywhere I turn, I keep going right back. Everytime I try to grasp for air, I get smothered in despair, it's never over, seems like I'll never walk from this nightmare, I let out a silent prayer, let it be over. Inside I'm screaming, begging, pleading, no more. I don't know what to do, my heart has been bruised, so sad but it's true, each beat reminds me of you. It hurts my soul cause I can't let go".

adlina.

2011-02-12T00:38:00.001+08:00

When you start to care, please let me know .

sincerely,

Adlina.

Love

2011-01-30T01:49:00.003+08:00

"We will not promise to each other that we will not disappoint one another, because at some point we will. What is important is we don't go away, we don't escape, we don't leave one another just because we were disappointed."

" I won't promise you a perfect relationship without arguments over our differences and trust issue, but I can promise you as long as you're trying, I'm staying" .

It doesn't need to be perfect, it just needs to be true :)

adlina.

Straight from the heart

2011-01-07T23:55:00.005+08:00

Dear everyone ,

I'm not deaf , so please stop yelling . And yes of course, I'm not your 5 year old sister so don't treat me like one . I'm tired of saying sorry just because I want you to stop being mad . I hate it when I have to fake a smile so that you think everything's fine . And wow, I don't need you to treat me like a princess but please stop taking me for granted . Well, I may be crying when you raise your voice but I am not weak . K bye .

sincerely,

adlina

LULUS LULUS

2010-12-31T19:12:00.006+08:00

Siapa cakap saya tak boleh ? Siapa cakap siapa cakap ? *soalan tu untuk mama sebenarnya . Heh heh hellooo, I have a license now , hip hip hoorayyy , I passed my JPJ's test . Awesome :) I'm so proud , haha biar lah biar lah nak bangga , suka ti la . Walaupun lambat amik , takpe tak kisah sebab sekarang saya dah ada license pun after struggling for like one month.

Heh tapi masa nak tunggu turn untuk test tu fuhh jangan cakap lah , kaki siap mengigil ,seriously . Pergi toilet sampai tak terkira dah berapa kali cuak punya pasal. Paling takut bukit la. Dapat pulak masa turn yang last sekali sebab yg lain dah pergi makan , pergh lagi ah cuak . Dah la lambat, datang pukul 8.30, test bukit pukul 12.30 , test jalan raya plak pkl 4 . Fuh -.- . Anyway dapat je kereta utk naik bukit tu , terus main dengan handbrake dia yang kemain berat tu . Naik naik fuhh perfect weyh ! Pegawai tu nasib baik siap gurau2 lagi haha tapi kaki maintain gigil . Masa nak turun sangat takut because hand brake dia berat . Kereta ter undur sikit tapi tayar tak keluar , then cam tarik nafas sikit , buat lagi and turun kan hand brake dengan dua tangan . Berattt . And taraaaa berjaya :)

Masa jalan raya pulak , punya la takut sampai taknak duduk dalam dewan, alasan sejuk buat jadi lagi takut haha . So duduk la kat luar sampai nampak je kereta masuk utk turn I pulak , jantung pun makin laju la , lagi laju dari orang jatuh cinta. So masuk je dengan lemah lembut bagi salam , dia buat dekk je dengan muka dia yg garang kemain tu . Lagi ah cuak . Tapi the funniest part is that , I was talking to myself macam ni "it's okay , imagine he's not here and you're with ur teacher." siap fuh fuh lagi . Haha . JPJ tu still dengan muka ketat, takpe takpe . But then tiba2 masa still dlm litar tu dia tegur , dia cakap "dik, gear dua dik, karang meletup kereta ni" . Makin la cuak kan. Then dh keluar pagar je dia tanya study mana apa sume . Patutnya kitorang jalan 3 sebab tu paling senang , tapi dia nak jalan 1 pulak , cuak ah sebab ada bukit . Tapi hey adlina kot :P Nasib berjaya naik bukit tu haha , then tiba2 dia tnya " awak ada boyfriend tak ?" I pun dengan confident jawab takda heee *sorry wi, terpaksa tipu sunat , i love you i love you haha . Then dia tnya lagi "asal takda? muka cantik tak da boyf , rugilah ." wuish dia cakap muka cantik tuuu HAHA, so so I was like laughing je lah kan tak tau nak cakap apa , and eh eh dia suka pulak I gelak , siap gelak sekali sambil tanya "eh kau gelak kenapa, asal kau buat aku gelak." and dia pun non-stop gelak haha kemain lagi orang tua ni haha , pastu dia continue "rugi tkda bf, sape nak blnja makan nnti." HAHA , then dia cerita lah dia kahwin umur 19 , baya I sebab taknak belajar lagi, borak2 ah kan . Then dia sempat call bini dia cerita pasal calon2 dia , haha kemain lagi dia cakap dgn bini dia macam baru kahwin , seriously sweet je. And then cerita2 pulak pasal braces. Siap suruh i tunjuk gigi , haha .

Masuk je litar balik kitorang tak habis gelak lagi , haha kat borang tu siap lukis2 gambar rabbit lagi , mydad tengok pun gelak2 , comel je tau ada gambar, haha serious he's like the coolest JPJ ever ,sebab calon yang lain tu cakap JPJ garang lah and sombong , but I guess I'm so lucky :) sebab calon perempuan yang before I ni , yang with the same JPJ ni balik2 je muka tegang habis . Haha . Tapi saya tak pakai baju ketat2 pun okay , lengan panjang lagi tau and tak panggil dia abang pun *walaupun cikgu pesan pngl abang, tapi geli punya pasal panggil encik jugak. Tu ah ada untung nya jadi calon terakhir sebab mood dia akan jadi baik balik :) Anyway terima kasih bagi saya lulus . And to mama and daddy , please save your money because I need a car, thanks love you muah muah :)

Sowellhellothere,

2010-12-07T03:51:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I wonder, how would it feels like to study abroad. I know it's not easy to be away from our own country but I'm sure it's fun to have such an experience . I wish I could continue my studies somewhere out of Malaysia, too. Why not right, who doesn't want anyway (if you don't, just pretend) . Ah yeah, can't wait for the results ! I hope it's gonna be better than last sem but if it don't then please make it just okay without any repeat . Oh I'm so nervous .

do pray for me .

sincerely,

adlina.

come back come back

2010-12-04T19:44:00.002+08:00

i love him,

adlina.

Ah tergoda-goda.

2010-11-25T01:54:00.002+08:00

iwantmoney,

adlina

License

2010-11-24T02:14:00.000+08:00

So I passed my computer test ! Ho yeah ho yeah . And I've been teach to drive as well . But only for one and half hours. Can't wait for the next class, seriously it was fun haha, maybe because it was my first time, yeah .Anyway I just can't wait to get my license done and if I'm lucky enough , daddy would buy me a car (ahh please let me be lucky god).

Well so people, wish me luck :)

adlina .

Malacca - Shah Alam

2010-11-21T20:38:00.000+08:00

MHM<3

I miss messing up your hair, ,making faces with you, singing, screaming, yelling and staring each other. I miss everything about you .Thank you for coming here last Friday . I love you .

RIBDU YOU B :')

love,

adlina.

Sir,

2010-11-15T18:42:00.003+08:00

see, saya dah cubaaa dah sir :p

Dear En. Surail ,

Sir, tolong laa lulus kan paper account saya . Please please pleaseeeee *sambil buat muka lemah longlai yang men ge siankan hati sir yang baik tu. Serious sir, saya dah cuba yang terbaik mungkin tapi saya memang tak suka account so nak buat macam mana lagi. Study punya study pun still taknak lekat dalam otak. Saya dah habis cuba dah sir. Walaupun salah saya sikit sebab dah tau takleh buat still kepochi lagi tu nak tengok movie bagai ,taknak study dari awal. Dah malam nak final baru terkocoh kocoh nak study -.-'' Tapi bukan sepenuhnya salah saya sir, sebab account yang salah. Siapa suruh dia bosan sangat. Penat tau nak pakai otak banyak sangat nak fikir ni nak masuk mana ni kat mana adoy letih betul sir nak fikir fikir pasal account ni tau. Masa sekolah dulu saya tak amik acc sir, saya engineering drawing, hah nampak tak bertapa jauhnya tersasar Saya dah la amik dpa ni sebab bajet2 takda lagi jumpa number2 ni. Tapi eh eh alih2 ada jugak. Dari part one ada subj num. sem depan ni ada pulak statistics adoyyyy . Kenapa laa nombor2 ni taknak berpisah dengan saya. Asyik ikut je mana I pergi. Rimas betul -.- Anyway sir balik2 kepada topic, hmm tolong laa ye luluskan je pun cukup. Saya tak mintak banyak laa sir, C pun boleh laa takda hal laa sir C pun C laa saya terima je :) HAHA. Terima kasih sir, love you !

oh p/s : dear pm haji syawal , paper pad214 tu punya hal, bukan apa, tapi saya dah cuba gila babi penat otak nak mengingat kaw2 punya tapi bila sit paper tu otak saya merayau2 sampai bj dah. Tu laa lain kali jgn letak paper penting last sekali, ni laa yang akan terjadi perasaan tak sabar nk blk rumah mula melonjak2.Tapi bukan apa sgt pun, cuma tak sempat nak tulis pnjng2 je. Alaaa maafkan je laa ek sir !

anyway, TOLONG LAAA SEMUA SIR, MADAM, PROF MADYA, yang berhati mulia semuanyaaa tolong laa bagi saya A ! Kerjasama anda didahului dengan ucapan terima kasih :))

yang benar,

adlina

Pretty oh

2010-10-24T13:58:00.005+08:00

Hello boy, I miss you. Sya sya syabuya . Up and down here we go, don't you worry I'm here. Stand still when we're up, sit silently when we're down. Pretty boy I do I do I do love you. Like a first love, one and only true love yeyh . Trust me, I trust you. Everything's cool yeah . It's gonna be okay . I'll roll the dice, please don't go. My, my heart racing. We're going round and round and I'm feeling dizzy. Told me lies, I have cried out all my tears. You pull me close and whisper in my ears , baby baby baby ohh. The past is just a lesson we have learned.Please avoid a fight, don't surrender. Remember January. With the promise of forever, we can do this. Fight the pressure sugar fight. Yeah yeah here we go again. Up and down side by side , sugar sugar I still do yes yes I still do , with all my heart pretty boy :)

Going back to lendu , chow . Hello final hello pretty boy.

love ,

adlina

puteri sembilan belas

2010-10-22T19:26:00.002+08:00

Awiyo wi yo puteri raja kini sembilan belas tahun . Ye okay okay lepas ni saya jadi lebih matang macam kau . Terima kasih ye semua . Orang pertama yang wish saya ; saya selalu sayang awak muah muah . Terima kasih untuk lagu separuh jalan tu . I miss you pretty boy, MHM. And and ye terima kasih jugak semua text call dan penuh2 kan wall saya tu . Sekali rasa macam popstar pulak . Kan ke best if dapat hadiah sebanyak tu ke kan HAHA okay ye ye I tak demand . Terima kasih semua :)

Ini khas buat mama dan ayah . Toksah cakap banyak . I pun taknak mintak banyak . Bagi ni je dah cukup dah takyah susah susah pening kepala fikir nak bagi apa, nak ni je .

Ngahahaha kata sayang kan ? Kalau sayang tak kan tak le . HAHA. Ye jangan bebel ma , cuti sem ni ika pergi amik lesen . Dah 19 baru nak amik lesen omigod mana kau pergi 3 tahun tu . Oh lupa , I was at Paris tiga tahun ni, baru balik semalam. Tu tak amik lesen lagi . haha . Ma, tapi keta tu ika nak simpan kat rumah nak buat bawak pergi movie ke jalan jalan dengan buah buahan ke . Kalau balik uitm takyah murah murah cenggini laa . Nak ni je pun boleh ;

Myvi special edition color merah . Set okay ayah ? Terima Kasih . Haha lesen pun tarak , nak ada kereta konon -.-'' Tak sabar nak cuti sem nak pergi amik lesen . Heh heh . Lepas dapat je lesen tak sabar pula rasa nya nak pergi gedik gedik kat mama and ayah mintak kereta seperti di atas . Kalau tak dapat, jangan risau tunggu je la muka saya akan dibuat-buat macam budak kecik tak dapat barbie doll. By the way terima kasih tau mama ayah kaklong adik bawak pergi dinner kat friday's . Gumbiraaaa . Nyanyi lagu twinkle twinkle little star lagi gitu hahaha . Terima kasih abang2 t.g.i friday's . HAHA. Ye terima kasih semua . Esok saya akan jadi lebih matang punya jangan risau saya tak nangis2 lagi tak merengek rengek lagi tak mengada ngada lagi okay . Terima kasih lagi sekali kepada mama ayah kakak2 adik, buah buahan saya, kawan baik saya, dan lain lain <3

xoxo,

adlina

Semua orang

2010-10-20T18:13:00.001+08:00

Semua orang boleh senang cakap lupakan lupakan macam iklan daia , lupakan yang lain LOL . Okay serious, tapi semua orang tak tau dan tak kan pernah tau apa yang kita pernah ada .

Tapi serious ah semua orang , apa pun jadi kita tak perlu nak benci each other tak perlu nak jeling jeling (unless ada yg unfaithful) sebab macam laa selama ni kita tak pernah buat each other happy , macam la kita tak pernah ada untuk each other , macam laa awak tak pernah belikan kita ice-cream bila kita menangis, macam la kita tak pernah sayang awak , macam laa jugak awak tak pernah susah payah bawak kita ke sana ke sini sebab kita teringin macam-macam, macam la kita tak pernah ingat kan awak siang malam pagi petang , macam laa awak tak pernah buang ego awak untuk kita, macam la kita tak pernah dengar cakap awak , macam la kita tak pernah buat awak rindu, macam laa eleh macam laa awak tak pernah cakap ayat geli-geli dulu sebab nak bagitau betapa sayang nya kita to each other . Macam la jugak kita tak pernah cakap kita tak boleh hidup kalau awak takda. Eleh come on laa ,takyah nak deny-deny . Macam la kau tak pernah yang kau nak eee eee kan tu .

Saya tak cakap pun benda ni sangat senang , lagi-lagi bila fikir kenapa dulu boleh sekarang tak boleh . Haha . Semua orang berubah , saya berubah, awak berubah, kita berubah . Jadi tak payah lah nak duduk atas katil point finger dekat dia atau dia sebab lebih baik awak duduk atas kerusi pastu fikir "apa salah saya". Admit awak salah , takda orang yang sempurna. & things will get better .Awak percaya la cakap saya tapiii .

Jangan lah tanya awak pernah try ke adlina ? -.-'' Lumrah seorang manusia, cakap senang laa . Cakap bajet-bajet kuat je padahal kau duduk jugak atas katil tak duduk pun atas kerusi . Point point jugak jari tu . Biasa ah tu , saya pun manusia saya pun perempuan . Saya tahu menangis. Saya pun tak boleh lupa . Saya pun masih sayang . Macam awak , saya pun ada perasaan .

Awak,
kita nak jadi rockstar lagi .

Boleh laa awak .

Boleh la boleh la boleh laaaaaa ! (':

Kita rindu buah-buahan kita .

adlina.

Siapa kata.

2010-10-17T02:24:00.002+08:00

someone wake me up !

I used to think I'm the luckiest girl in the world but I guess I was wrong .

oh HELLO WORLD, it's nice to see you completely different from before :)

I feel like throwing out everything I wear , I'm starting over new .

No one is perfect , I'll admit I was wrong .

Bitch , I'm just like you , only prettier.

I'm gonna hold on to it, tightly honey.

Shit, of course I'm happy.

Wo oh , did you call me , FINAL ?

yeah hello 3 pointer and above :)

p/s :

Dear Adlina , you're going to be 19 v soon , so grow up baby girl, big girls don't cry .

xoxo,

adlina !

Thursday, im broken :)

2010-10-08T10:16:00.006+08:00

Life is cruel .

Its a circle , a mean circle . I can't excite you anymore . Well you treat me just like another stranger ,well its nice to meet you SIR

I am not weak . I can stand by own feet . If one day I broke down please tell me I don't look cool that way , and please remind me I'm a pwincess so no one worth my tears ! Haha . Thank you Nadia Farhana , Adibah Helmiah and Azlan Naim .

I never saw it coming , no i need an ending , so why can't you stay , just long enough to explain ? Take this chance to turn it around , Lets take these chances, we'll make it somehow , JUST TURN IT AROUND
-.- (when it rains , paramore)

SHIT . i'm not broken .

xoxo,

adlina .

monday,im in love

2010-10-04T11:56:00.000+08:00

Hakimin Mokhtar <3

Through all the mess I love you more and more and more .

Thanks sebab selalu sabar dengan kerenah I yang macam-macam ni . I know that sometimes I went over the limits , but you were always there ready to forgive :) I am so thankful that I have such an amazing boyfriend yang tinggi terlebih makan calci-yum. heh, you will always be my everything . Love you lots ! XO

love ,

adlina

Kawan Baik

2010-10-03T13:02:00.002+08:00

Masa saya sekolah dulu macam biasa ah semua perempuan pun mesti ada dua orang bestf . Kira macam ke mana pun mesti bertiga. I rasa itu phenomena biasa kan , ala ala mean girls gitu (tolak lindsay lohan) Lepas tu duduk kat kantin sekolah gossip sana sini , pandang sana sini jeling sana sini jugak haha . Masa form 3 saya pembimbing rakan sebaya , tapi bila orang datang nak cerita masalah saya akan suruh dia jumpa counselor terus. Malas nak layan haha. Jadi prs pun sebab nak pakai skirt pendek wrna hitam dengan kemeja putih dan tie hitam beserta kasut hitam tu je . Haha . Lepas tu dapat lah ponteng class lepak bilik counselor makan2 . (okay dah lari tajuk) Tapi rindu sekolah .

Oh lepas tu cam biasa ah semua orang pernah lalui , minat kat abang senior rambut panjang . Tapi eh eh dah ada girlf rupanya . Tanpa rasa bersalah , tanya ah kawan baik salah ke I kawan dengan dia bukannya I nak rampas dia pun and if tu pun dia yang melayan siapa suruh . Pastu kawan baik akan ckp nope tak salah, gf dia yg tah pape, dah boyf dia gatal nak buat cmne. Lepas tu kawan baik punya bf ada kawan pulak dgn perempuan lain. Dia pun cakap apahal prpmpn tu tak tau ke org dah ada gf tu apa. Sebgai kawan baik saya ckap ntah bodoh gatal punya perempuan nak gak boyf orang. Haha motifnya ialah tak kira apa pun kawan baik ttp akan jadi kawan baik . Dalam apa kes pun kita ttp betul di mata kawan baik awww :)

Sekarang sekolah dah berakhir , saya ada satu kawan baik baru. Tapi satu je yang tak boleh bertukar baru , memories :) Kalau dulu memang sah2 tiap2 hari jumpa bestf , sekarang belum tentu lagi tiap2 hari boleh jumpa . Masing2 sibuk . Tapi kalau yang ada masalah , yang dicari mesti kawan baik . Sebab boyf sendiri tak kan faham macam mana kwn baik faham .

Hari tu saya hilang memory card saya, menangis-nangis sebab tercicir kat cafe . Kisah nya hp saya rosak so memory card tu ada dlm purse pastu tercicir . Boyf ada kat sebelah tp yg lebih fhm perasaan tu mesti ah kwn baik . So balik tu saya terus berlari-lari menangis tak peduli kiri kanan org pandang pergi bilik kwn baik . Sampai-sampai terus terduduk meraung-raung. Dia pun gelabah tnya apa bf u buat, dah break ke, nak i pergi pukul dia sekarang? Awww . Lepas dah okay teresak-esak , cerita lah mcm mna memory card hilang apa semua. Dia terus tnya penting ke benda tu . Obviously la penting, dah ah 8gb pastu ada bnyak gmbr (jgn risau tkda gmbr tk sepatutnya) cuma gmbr memory ah kan . So kami patah blk pergi raba2 tanah tu nak cari memory card micro sd yg kecik tahap kuman tu . Memang ah tak jumpa, yg jumpa ialah kawan baik :)

Sebab saya tulis ni sbnrnya semalam tgk bride wars kat hbo kot. Sedih . Saya dapat belajar sesuatu jugak that is eventhough you have the nicest guy by your side, (which I already have) bestfriend is the one you gonna miss and need when the world goes against you :)
So here, I thank god that I have my beautiful bestf , and amazing boyf . What's more to ask right because I am just soooo lucky ! :)
I LOVE YOU BOTH , thanks for being there .

love,

adlina

read this

2010-09-26T02:49:00.002+08:00

If you can't feed the bird in ur cage then let it fly .

THANKS .

xoxo,

adlina

Now listen to me.

2010-09-26T00:54:00.005+08:00

Sometimes I feel unappreciated with the one I care ,There is a moment where I feel like saying something directly so it would stop hurting me , At times I wonder, why do I have to care about you when you don't even care about me , Well this is what happened when it is all about you you you and less me, So I've decided , go eat all your stories so-called-friend ,
I had enough :)

xoxo,

adlina

RAYA

2010-09-13T03:08:00.001+08:00

Ops salah gmbr , ni tak puteri2 sangat :)

Ye ini baru betul betul puteri <3

Happy Eid Mubarak from Princess Adlina Atikah :)

For more pics please follow this link

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000447896259#!/album.php?aid=32912&id=100000447896259&ref=mf

xoxo ! <33

Help me

2010-09-02T03:21:00.004+08:00

I could tell that something is not right here, but I couldn't tell what is that something . Shit .

Its disturbing my emotions . Damn .

If I tell you my history , would you repeat the same mistakes ?
Or be the best of it? (:

Make me smile when I cry .

Accounts sucks :) How I wish I could drop this stupid subject .
When will I actually stop dealing with numbers !

You're the apple to my pie, the smoke to my high
boy you complete me.

No guy i met before,
could make me feel so right and secure.

Please help,
I need to breath.

Oh oh Friday , where are you ?
I can't wait to go home and sleep :)

Adlina <3

Homestay

2010-08-21T03:01:00.001+08:00

TUN KUDU 2010 (:

It's a 3days 2nights homestay program at rembau, negeri sembilan . Sumpah best ! Dapat duduk kampung, makan nenek masak , naik motor :P Oh yeah cakap pasal motor, haha punya laa excited nak naik motor sampai pastu nak turun terjatuh . Sikit lagi kepala terhantuk kat atas tar jalan raya tu . heee .Nasib baik tak da apa2 . Heee sorry b, tak dengar cakap you . Hmm btw, rumah mak angkat I ada perigi laa , gempak kan haha . kitorng mandi air perigi and cam lagi gempak nya , bilik air kat luar rumah . Hahaha. Apa lagi , berkemban macam anak dara kat dalam drama melayu tu laa . Tengah syok2 mandi simbah2 air sental2 badan tiba2 ada bunyi motor , ada orang datang ! Gelabah terus tunduk sebab pintu masuk dia betul2 bertentang dgn toilet. And toilet tu pulak dinding dah laa rendah satu hal , ada plak macam lubang2 kat situ memang sah2 laa nampak orang datang haha . Bila malam pulak, upacara mandi beramai-ramai. Satu rumah ada 2, 3 anak angkat . I dapat dengan coursemate and lagi satu levelmate . Memang sah untung (:

Overall it was fun ! I tak da kampung so cam bila pergi ni dapat ah sikit2 rasa duduk rumah papan. Banyak gak ah aktiviti yang kitorng buat . Ada gotong-royong, mandi air terjun, sukaneka, pergi muzeum, macam2 lagi laa . Tapi gmbr hilang -.- jangan tnya kenapa sebab nanti hati saya jadi sebak bila fikir banyak gambar2 saya hilang . Gambar panjat bukit tu, gmbr kat air terjun , gmbar sapu sampah , heh dah dah ,sedih -.- haha . Oh yeah, I met new friends jugak haha (: Kampung tu best . Kalau laa nenek saya pun duduk kat rumah dia kan ke syokkk . Dah tentu2 I akan balik every weekends sebab kampung kat masjid tanah je. Punya laa dekat dengan lendu ni . Haish , tapi nak buat macam mana . Nenek kat KL. Kampung takda sape . Haha.

xoxo,

adlina.

MHM

2010-07-11T04:01:00.002+08:00

Muhamad Hakimin Mokhtar , stay with me .

I LOVE YOU <3

p/s : NAK GAMBAR MACAM NI PLEASEEEE B ? (':

xoxo,

adlina.

kenapa adlina kenapa

2010-07-09T22:47:00.006+08:00

I love you , STILL .

Seminggu lepas masuk UiTM banyak benda yang berlaku . Tension betul . Then bila pergi class , orang tanya "kenapa you nampak lemah ni ?, since when you tak reti bercakap?, kenapa rambut you macam serabai?, you okay ke, bergaduh ke apa?, kenapa i dah tak boleh bergurau dengan you?, sejak bila you sensitif sangat ni?" zzz kenapa adlina kenapa kenapa -.-'' So disini saya terangkan kenapa ye . Sebab mood saya swing , emosi saya tak stabil, saya letih beremosi, fikiran saya terganggu, tidur saya tak cukup, saya demam dan flu, saya rimas dengan banyak benda, saya letih bangun pagi, hati saya sakit dan sakit. CLEAR ? (:

So selepas seminggu yang menyakitkan hati dan menyeksakan tu saya mengambil keputusan untuk balik ke rumah menenangkan diri dan fikiran (kemain lagi), jauh daripada mereka2 yang men contribute kan kepada masalah2 yang saya hadapi . Kemudian I go online and tiba2 terjumpa ni kat blog hanis zalikha yang menurutnya juga dia dapat ini daripada blog seseorang and tak tau benda indah ini hasil kerja siapa . But whatever it is , this poem is amazing sebab sangat berguna kepada saya sekarang (: so here im sharing it with you people ;

Disaat kamu ingin melepaskan seseorang
ingatlah pada saat kamu ingin mendapatkannya

Disaat kamu mulai tidak mencintainya
ingatlah saat pertama kamu jatuh cinta padanya

Disaat kamu mulai bosan dengannya
ingatlah selalu saat terindah bersamanya

Disaat kamu ingin menduakannya
bayangkan jika dia selalu setia

Disaat kamu ingin membohonginya
ingatlah disaat dia jujur padamu

Maka kamu akan merasakan arti dia untukmu
Jangan sampai disaat dia sudah tidak disisimu,
Kamu baru menyadari semua arti dirinya untukmu

Yang indah hanya sementara
Yang abadi adalah kenangan
Yang ikhlas hanya dari hati
Yang tulus hanya dari sanubari

Tidak mudah mencari yang hilang
Tidak mudah mengejar impian

Namun yg lebih susah mempertahankan yg ada
Karena walaupun tergenggam bisa terlepas juga
Ingatlah pada pepatah, "Jika kamu tidak memiliki apa yang kamu sukai, maka sukailah apa yang kamu miliki saat ini"

Belajar menerima apa adanya dan berpikir positif
Hidup bagaikan mimpi, seindah apapun,
begitu bangun semuanya sirna tak berbekas
Rumah mewah bagai istana, harta benda yang tak terhitung, kedudukan, dan jabatan yg luar biasa, namun...

Ketika nafas terakhir tiba, sebatang jarum pun tak bisa dibawa pergi
Sehelai benang pun tak bisa dimiliki
Apalagi yang mau diperebutkan
Apalagi yang mau disombongkan

Maka jalanilah hidup ini dengan keinsafan nurani
Jangan terlalu perhitungan
Jangan hanya mau menang sendiri
Jangan suka sakiti sesama apalagi terhadap mereka yang berjasa bagi kita
Belajarlah tiada hari tanpa kasih
Selalu berlapang dada dan mengalah
Hidup ceria, bebas leluasa

Tak ada yang tak bisa di ikhlaskan
Tak ada sakit hati yang tak bisa dimaafkan
Tak ada dendam yang tak bisa terhapus.

So yeah kalau yang jenis menghayati benda ni akan faham lah how meaningful this poem tapi yang tak menghayati and ingat benda ni macam bodoh well then sorry laa ni bukan untuk awak baca sebab ni tak cool macam awak :D wow, okay mood saya tengah tak elok sekarang so dah bye .

xoxo,

adlina

WI, this is for you

2010-06-30T02:09:00.007+08:00

Two souls with a single thougt, two hearts that beat as one

( I nak gmbr mcm ni b :P )

This post is written especially for you boyfriend . To tell you how important you are and how I appreciate everything that you have done even when I least deserve it. Well you people might think 3months isn't too long to be count on but try to be in our shoes, being separated by the distance with your hot tempered boyfriend/childish little girlfriend, its not easy, trust me. But we managed to get things back because sama ada I akan off phone, (for only 10mins haha) and then he'll get worried and apologised , or ugut2 contohnya ayat dia macam ni "call aku balik sekarng or tau lah apa jadi" then when I call him, dia akan cakap "hey babyyyyy" as in nothing happened LOL. I've knew it anyway, because it's just the same old thing that we did everytime we fight and so far we never get bored of it. Once we did, we'll figure out a new way alright haha. But I love fighting with him bcs everytime after we've a fight we'll get back to the memories where we begin, and that's the best part (:

Whenever you think we're growing apart, close ur eyes and remember where we started .

Grow old with me, there is more yet to come baby

The best thing about you is that you remember every single thing about me, from the first time we talked till now, and it's not because I keep on reminding you but because you're alert of everything I said and I did . Now, you even know tarikh bila mood I akn swing. With you I can be myself , I remember the first time we went out together where I eat with both hands (I don't usually do that with a stranger) haha. I can share my dreams with you, tell you my history without being judge, I can even dance and sing hey mickey infront of you (which actly make you fall in love with me)haha, told you I'm original :P and and oh I boleh duduk bersila atas kerusi LOL. Of course baby, don't try to deny that I'm your lucky charm. Ingat tak masa sukan DiPAC yg I teman you main the game, because of me you win and then you almost hug me (blushing). Remember, every tuesday and thursday you akan teman I pergi pasar, minum coconut milkshake and that keropok lekor heh heh omg I remember everything about you, from the way you glanced at me, the way you read your book, the way you're angry, the way you're sad, ahh everything. I miss you .

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice but falling in love with you I had no control over.

I'm fine with the distance because absence makes the heart grow fonder

Do you remember how you actually asked me to be officially yours ? (: Masa tu I tengah conteng2 tangn you then tiba2 you mintak my hand and you write " will you be mine (: " sumpah terkejut oh masa tu b , then I pretend to be blur and asked you "mine what?" then you write "gf now!" awww, since then, you become way better, you tried your best to make me happy and to give everything that I want. Maybe Nadee is right, you pampered me too much. If I feel like eating outside the campus you'll take me out, and if I feel like going to the town you'll drive me there. But of course there's a downside too ; remember bila kita dinner kat cafe ats yg bnyk kucing tu, you said you'll never let the cats near me then I ckp "yeah right, now baru2 lagi blh lah, you'll get bored later on " and you replied "I takkan berubah". haha but of course people change, ada satu ms ni kita mkn kat luar and ada kucing and you raised ur voice saying "tu kcng je kan, ddk ah diam2 ada org kan." heh . Honestly lah b, I'm v dissapointed of you masa tu, not bcs you raised ur voice but bcs you promised me that you won't change but instead you're so concern of people seeing than ur girlf who obviously can't stand cats . Well but of course you've said sorry . I tau masa tu you sangat penat and you can't control you temper that I'm just too spoilt . Whatever it is , you're still an amazing boyf (:

I'd like to run away from you, but if you never come back for me, I would die .

Love me when I least deserve it, because that’s when I really need it.

Anyway b, here's the chance for me to thank you and to appologise for every trouble that I've caused. I'm sorry I've once said you've no innitiative while you have tried your best, sorry for not listening to you but insist you to listen to me, sorry for not being there when you need me, sorry that I always pick a fight with you and sorry if I ever hurt you. It has been almost 3months and I've cried for you (not that bad anyway), I've cut my hair for you, dance for you, sing for you, laugh because you make me, study when you asked me to haha, I've done things for you eventhough not everything :P (but I'm trying) heee. Btw, you're the coolest boyfriend anyone could ever have. LOVE YOU HAKIMIN MOKHTAR <3

hugs and kisses,

adlina

Moments to remember

2010-06-27T03:40:00.002+08:00

I want my fairytales and my fairy ~~god mother~~.

Back when I was an innocent small kids without any stroke of eyeliner or lipgloss, I dream to marry an English man, a handsome with look and loving with passionate. Im scared of the police and I think marrying a malay man is like sacrificing myself to hell . This is all because the influenced of the kisah benar drama. I watched it everyday while drinking ribena in the bottle. Haha seriously , I drink in bottle till I was in standard two, (what a confession adlina) LOL. Also, I love pretending to look like a pretty little princess. I wore dress to the playground, haha. And that is why I am somehow addicted to dresses, I remember there was a moment where I actually don't know how to wear pants. Oh yes, I am so girlie and tiny that people love to treat me like a lil sister where I can't do this oh I can't do that, mm it was fun to be taken care of but sometimes its boring. And of course back then, I don't know the value of money, who knows right. My parents love dressing me up in a beautiful expensive clothes, where I would then leave a staint on it. Haha. Hmm what else, uhh yeah people called me adlin before I entered the primary school and then be known as adlina till now.

Memories are fun to be remembered because it can make your day better than taking drugs .

This doesn't hurt, she said I finally had enough

As I grow up with a stroke of eyeliner and lipgloss, also blusher, I learned that when you was a kid you taste a lil bit of fairytale but now life hits you and feel like they say "aww baby, do you really think your dream would come true as easy as in the bedtime story?" haha . Friends walk right in and out, guys gives you hope then broke your heart, your grade goes up and down and up and down and up up up haha. (okay that's not true). Well parents no longer have fun dressing you up in those beautiful expensive clothes instead when you ask for money they would say "I don't have change." Im no longer scared of the police officer, and I now know that malay guys aren't that awful because what I saw was just a movie. Oh forget to mention up there that I hate cats -.- well I still do, and be alert that I really really hate cats, nothing you can do to change that , trust me. Also, Im alert of the value of money, as when I'm writing this I am really sad and dissapointed because I've run out of cash ,pffts -.-

There's a dream I'm yet to catch , catch and lock it in my not-yet-exist Louis Vuitton's safe box.

We all want change and we want it now

Now, I'm happy with my life and I'm proud of myself. Daddy would be proud that this amazing girl is her daughter and mother would be glad that I am as clean as clean could be (okay I lied). But I'm pretty sure I am hahaha. Whatever, after all this is my blog which turns out to be my diary, so I can say craps and I can brag. Lol. Anyway, like I said before, guys gives you hope then broke your heart ; well its true, but I hope that's not gonna happen with my current boyfriend because seriously and honestly, I love him so much and I want future with him, and I never love anyone as strong as I do now and and he is such a great boyf that it will be such a lost to lose you. Do you read this hakimin mokhtar? haha I'm sure you did. Well that's it , I have fun writing, oh wait I remember that I used to dream to become a writer when I was in a primary school :P

xoxo,

~~adlin~~, adlina (:

love of the life

2010-06-18T02:02:00.002+08:00

Life is unfair, life is a bitch, life is cruel, and of course life breaks your heart and leave you scars. While scars are like memories, and tattoos. When you fall, when your heart breaks, and when your best friend turns her back on you, it leaves a scar that can hurt every-time you think about it. It’s a memory that is stuck in your head. It’s in the past, but it comes back and bites. It’s a tattoo because it’s a memory that hurts, but doesn’t disappear. It never does. When you see it so vividly, you sometimes regret what led to the scar that is a memory that leaves an imprint in your life’s history.

But no matter how cruel life is, how bitch it can be, I am thankful that I have them by my side. They are all that really matter, my first priority, oh I bet you don't have it the way I have it.

When I fall in love, I would share it with my sisters and my mother, told them how amazing he was,what did he do that took my breath away and so as when a guy broke my heart. When life is being unfair to me and i have nowhere to go, I know they would always be there. Yeah they are my bestfriend, my true real bestfriend.

Back when I was a child, before life removed all the innocence, my father would lift me high, and then spin me around till I fell asleep, then up the stairs he would carry me, and I knew for sure I was loved, when I and my mother would disagree, to get my way I would run from her to him and he'd make me laugh just to comfort me (:

The family. We were a ~~strange~~ little band of characters trudging through life sharing diseases and toothpaste, coveting one another's desserts, hiding shampoo, borrowing money, locking each other out of our rooms, inflicting pain and kissing to heal it in the same instant, loving, laughing, defending, and trying to figure out the common thread that bound us all together.

So I thank god for giving me a taste of heaven in this cruel annoiying bitching little life .

xoxo,

adlina zainal .

kisah kita

2010-06-06T17:12:00.003+08:00

WACEYYHH, tragic tak caption gmbr ni haha (:

Hari Khamis hari tu boyfriend kita datang, all the way from malacca dengan khaidir kamaruzzaman. Malam sebelum tu maksudnya malam rabu yang nak masuk ke hari khamis tu, I merajuk dengan dia atas alasan dia selalu keluar malam pastu ignore I then bila I punya turn pulak nak keluar dia akan membebel-bebel kalah mak saya sebab alasan dia " you keluar dengan lelaki mana2 ntah, I if keluar pun dengan kawan2 I, sume lelaki " haha padahal sama lah tu kita sama2 keluar dengan lelaki :P hahaha (tak b if u baca, i gurau2 je) HEEEE :D anyway, tu ah I pun buat2 lah merajuk lalu bermula lah adegan pujuk memujuk dengan ayat2 dia yg manis tu membuat hati tergoda lalu cair berkecai lbh cair dari ais haha.

Balik kepada motif post ni, ye hari Khamis dia pergi Nilai dengan Khaidir so kita tak da jumpa pun hari Khamis tu. Tapi walaupun tk jumpa pagi khamis tu mood saya dah berbunga2 sbb yelah suka ahh dia dah ada dkt2 sini kan haha.

Pagi Jumaat, seperti dijanjikan dia bangun awal pagi amik I pergi breakfast. With Khaidir and cousin dia, Adi Adlina HAHAHA *tak pasal . So plan mula2 I ajk dorang g pakli, hah cari punya cari kita tersesat haha ye ah i mana tau jln shah alam ni, mmg lost ah if tnya I direction haha . Tp sbb saya cool, maka kita jumpa ah jln, dh pnt2 jauh2 pakli ttp rupanya haha, so kita g ah mkn kat hakim sblh pakli. Masa cam tengok nama kedai tu hakim je I dah gelak2 non-stop punya sbb cm ada lah inside joke I dengan Wi pasal hakim ni hahaha. Pastu bf saya mmg suka buat saya malu *harap maklum lah. Ada ke time I tgh syok2 bercerita dia buat mcm dgr pastu bila Adi, Khaidir srh dia repeat dia dah mcm " hah, u crta apa tadi? " pergh dush sebijik malu syok sendiri rupanya i cerita haha.

Anyway, malam tu dia datang rumah I bcs ada makan2 sikit. Haha, mama saya cakap dia handsome, jd saya sgt bangga. Ayah saya tersenyum tgk dia. haha apa nak kata, taste saya mmg hebat belaka, org melaka. hahahaha. So ni adalah gmbr2 pada malam itu (:

Oh, ni sbb adik srh dia buat muka kerek.

Ni, kitorang busy cari lagu nak karaoke, layan kakak saya punya pasal.

and ini Khaidir .

So patutnya esok nya, iaitu hari sabtu, dia patut dah nak balik rumah dia kat melaka. Sedih tu memang ah sedih haha, tapi ntah macam mana tiba2 dia cakap Khaidir nak balik esok, again, melompat I dengar hahaha. Then cam dia ajak pergi pavi haha lagi sekali melompat haha. Time tu tengah cakap2 dgn mama tiba2 dia text ajak keluar haha terus menjerit "YESS bf saya ajk keluar" haha tk perasan masa tu mama kat seblh :P Then mama cakap "amboiii, nak keluar srh buah kiwi tu angkat meja dulu if tk ckp dia tkblh" hahaha. Tapi mama tidur, so kitorg pun tk buat lah seperti yang disuruh hahaha.

So mula2 kitorang gerak taipan, subang jaya, makan dulu. Dah makan2 alhamdulillah semua baru pergi pavi teman Khaidir nak cari baju tapi last2 dia tak jumpa baju dia, Adi yg membeli belah. Lepas tu dah pukul lapan setengah mcm tu kita gerak pergi asia cafe sebab diorg sibuk nak main pool. So smpai sana around nine, tgk dia main pool apa semua buat I rasa bosan and nak main foosball haha so bf I pun melayan je lah, then lps tu lapar pulak, kita dua trn bwh makan lala (fav nadee). Around 10.20 gerak balik and ajaib nya for the first time mama tak text membebel2 tnya I kat mana tak balik2 rumah lagi. Pkl 11 smpai rumah, mama tnya " fuyoo bf ika tu dtg from melaka ke, semalm dtg, hari ni dtg, ulang alik from melaka, rajin nyaaa ? " then i pun menerang kan lah that dia ddk rumah cousin khaidir (:

Yeah, jadi itu sahaja lah perjalanan cerita sementara dia ada kat bukit jelutong ni, sekarang dia dah selamat sampai kat bukit baru, melaka (:

And so dah tu je laa, nak pergi makan and text dia, hee rinduuuu :D

p/s : awak boyfriend yang terbaikkkkk hakimin mokhtar <3

xoxo,

adlina.

silence speaks louder

2010-05-27T18:51:00.001+08:00

xoxo,

adlina

Fruity

2010-05-20T15:31:00.005+08:00

BBBBBBBBBBBB ! (:

Thank you sebab datang all the way from Malacca sebab nak jumpa I . Thank you sangat b , walaupun cam tk puas sangat jumpa you haha tapi cam best jugak .
By the way B , sorry that I lambat post blog I tulis pasal ni , I mean pasal you . Bukan I tak nak , bukan I tk happy but I just tak da mood nak tulis . Walaupun you cakap you tak kisah , I tau that sebenarnya you sangat kisah and you terasa kan b kan . Sorry tau , I sayang you sangat tau b, and I happy dapat jumpa you .
But sumpah cerita A Nightmare on Elm Street tu cam sucks gila kan b -.- Apa yang buat dia best is because I'm with you . Heh heh heh. Oh yeah b , sorry tak pakai dress merah yang you bagi tu , (i tau u kisah sebenarnya) I bukan tak nak pakai but I just rasa masa tu tak sesuai sangat nak pakai macam tu b . Sorry tau b , i bukan tak appreciate , I suka gila dress tu serious , bukan sebab nak jaga hati you or what but I memang sangat suka tau b .
Haish I nak post gambar sekali but takda gambar pulak masa keluar tu . haha tu ah Arif nak amik kan jual mahal tak nak. Kan dah padan muka (: Oh about that video b , haha every night i tengok. You're like sooooooo sweet baby . Sorry I tak cakap betul2 dalam video tu heee malu kot -.-'
Oh anyway thanks sangat tau b . Thanks jugak kat Khaidir sebab teman boyf I datang . And Arif sebab ajak boyf i datang (:

By the way , no we're not in the talking-term )':
I tak boleh get over yang last night you jerit kat I . I tau u dah cakap sorry apa semua but ntah first time kot you jerit kat I . And eventhough pagi tadi dah baik sikit but now still gaduh balik . Sorry B, I tak angkat you call apa semua . Bukan apa but I'm not in the mood of talking with you baby Im sorry tau . Nanti petang2 sikit I dah okay, I'll call you. I tau semua salah I jugak , I know you terasa dengan I pasal banyak benda . Lagu atas tu untuk you tau , haha if you ingat I pernah nyanyi untuk you haha . B I'm so sorry , I love you sangat and I miss you .
I'll call you later k bb , jangan risau tau , I'm okay (:
I love you fruity <3

xoxo,

adlina.

Been Missing .

2010-05-15T02:11:00.002+08:00

DON'T WE MISS THE OLD TIMES ? (':

xoxo,

adlina

First meeting

2010-05-14T01:23:00.016+08:00

i had fun yesterday . Well of course I do , they're so fun eventhough ni baru first time jumpa and lepak (except nadee). Haha .
Mula2 nya saya serious tak nak ikut , sebab rasa cam tak da mood (reason sbnr ialah saya nak tidur sampai pukul 3) tapi Nadee ajak and since dah lama tak jumpa dia , hmm sejak cuti sem bermula dua hari yang lepas haha jadi tu lah ikut jugak . But it was incredibly fun , seriously (:

Nazirul, Afiq Aizat and Yazied

Hee okay itu lah gambar 3 hero remaja hahaha . Jangan lupa undi mereka. haha gambar tu dicuri from page Afiq haha, maaflah if itu gambar hak cipta terpelihara ke, tolong jangan saman sebab ye saya tak ada duit nak bayar . Apatah lagi nak upah lawyer dan naik turun makhmah , oh shit no. Haha okay merepek . Anyway , ni after kitorang pergi wondermilk , layan kerenah Nadee . Now I tahu mcm mana nak bukak cawan tu *wokay I'm lame so what , atleast I tak pretend :P (nak sedapkan hati je tu) hahaha.

Yes proceed proceed ; after wondermilk we went to the curve tengok iron man 2 haha . Sumpah best , sumpah tak tipu, sumpah betul . Best sangat . I cam non stop gelak (tau2 je lah if I gelak mmg tkda cover punya) sampai Nadee ttp mulut I . But yeah I paling geram and tak faham bila dia dengan tkda rasa kecewa sikit pun pergi hancurkan rumah dia yang canggih tu . Pffts -.- tak puas hati betul .

Oh jap lupa part ni , before movie kitorg makan kat ayam penyet . haha pelik sungguh nama dia. Tapi cam sedap gak kecuali part I termakan tauhu yang sangatlah saya allergic (tkda gatal2 pun cuma eww rasa nak muntah) . And air dia pergh namaaaa , soda gembira ! :D And memang gembira , Afiq pulak tak habis2 melukis atas meja makan tu. Siap amik sehelai rambut kitorang (tapi dia teramik dua helai rmbt i) dan buat corak2 seperti perempuan lah gajah lah haha.

after movie

Don't we love armani exchange (: hahaha . Mmm oh after movie, kita pergi jalan sekejap pastu pergi asia cafe makan lala dan kuew teow .

Asia Cafe, Subang Jaya

Maaf, bukan salah saya tapi salah camera dan cahaya . Hahaha . So ni lah dia lokasi terakhir kitorang. Note; air 3layer ialah fav saya (: Lepas makan pergi main foosball satu game . And ni penting tolong allert ye , saya berjaya score kan 3 ke 2 tk sure pulak . haha . Saya dan Nadee adalah pasukan yang baik :P And then pastu Nazirul gantikan Nadee and score kan satu gol . Tapi last minit Afiq score pulak -.- so diaorang menang. Ye afiq dan yazied itu semua cuma luck . Sebab kami tak focus :P

Ye jangan lupa ek cerita Nadee takut ulat gongok yang kecik bila you langkah satu tapak je ulat tu still tengah terhegeh2 and jauh bermeter drpd you tu . Hah. And oh nazirul the animal's lover (: Sampai ikut masuk kereta haha . And tlng jgn laku kan aksi ngeri seperti memblng ulat tipu kpd saya lagi atau popcorn tu mungkn bersepah (pergh nasib dia smpt tngkp balingan i yg power ni). Yazied a.k.a Ishvan sangat kelakar , haha I sumpah tak stop gelak. Oh dia suka panggil saya pwincess (nak bangga). haha .

I know you miss me already

Okay , gambar last ni takda kena mengena langsung dengan post ni. Saja nak menyelit :P Hah so conclusion nya ialah , it is fun meeting you guys. Sumpah awesome .

Sikit je sbnrnya conclusion dia . Jangan tanya kenapa saya tulis banyak . Saya tak boleh tidur . Ergh .

xoxo,

adlina.

(salah; pwincess adlina) <3

Screwed

2010-05-12T02:56:00.002+08:00

I NEED YOU I ~~REALLY~~ DO )':

But you're not there and its sucks .

xoxo,

adlina <3

SEMESTER TWO

2010-05-10T02:56:00.003+08:00

FREEDOM (:

So final baru je habis petang semalam and oh my god saya sangat happy . Atleast dah tak perlu risau pasl accounts walaupun sebenarnya sangat risau sebab rasanya masa final accounts sangat lah hancur . But whatever lah , berserah je lah pada takdir . Hhaha . Oh yes , I am very happy that the sem is finally over baby !

Okay no actually tk berapa nak happy haha . Semua nya sebab boyf saya jauhhhh -.- i mean yelah dia dah tentu duduk kat melaka i pulak kat shah alam so duhh how nak jumpa kan . 2 months tu sangat lama okayy . Sehari tk jumpa pun dah macam cacing kepanasan ni kan pula dua bulan lamanya .

BOYFRIEND <33

Dah lah kitorang biasa jumpa like everydayyyy , pagi after class jumpa pergi lunch , kadang2 pergi class together , then malam pergi dinner kat cafe atas tu (dengan nadee jugak) , after dinner pergi library . Oh my god , macam mana lah i tk rindu dia nanti ni . Dah biasa jumpa hari2 . Haish -.- But its okay , kata sayang takkan tak boleh tunggu kan . Besides dalam masa dua bulan tu bukannya takkan jumpa langsung kan b ? Okay walaupun tak sure lagi , biarlah i memberi harapan kepada diri sendiri haha . Maybe mana lah tahu you boleh singgah bukit jelutong sekejap kan , tidur rumah cousin khaidir tu kan b kan (: haha sepanjang nak dekat seminggu nak cuti tu i asyik cakap benda ni je and then force dia cakap "ye baby ye i datang" haha so sweet : p seriously i don't care b , you have to come atleast sekali. Yes by the way, thanks tau b for semua you dah buat untuk i this sem . Sorry cakap awak tkda initiative apa semua padahal macam2 kot you dah buat utk i , dengan kerenah i yang pelik2 ni lagi . Ye ah lusa nak exam , i sempat lagi paksa you gi kfc kan , kat library you nak study i sibuk mengomel hahaha . Rindu oh kat you , walaupun blm sampai sehari pun lagi . Rindu time last kita dinner tu yang you buat action for every song yang kat cafe tu haha comel bodoh kau ni . Pastu bila kau marah2 aku sampai sikit lagi air mata jatuh ke bumi . Asal i baru je nak start nangis ada je halangan , contohnya , tiba2 kucing lalu bwh kaki so drpd nak nangis jadi menjerit . Then nak nangis lagi , D datang . haha . But b , sorry tau buat you selalu marah . Thanks jugak tau for giving me everything that i want . I balik from shah alam to malacca central , you sanggup sewa keta nak amik i , then i nak makan mcd u bwak , I nak macam2 sume u bagi . Hhaaha baik oh kau ni .

Aku sangat sayang kau tau kekasih hati (: Ingat b , dua bulan cuti ni bukan untuk you curang sana sini okayyyy .

BESTFRIEND <3

Oh and yes , Nadia Farhana thanks for everything yang awak dah buat untuk saya . Seriously thanks tau and yeah sorry if ada terasa hati ke terguris perasaan ke dengan I tau tau . I nak you tahu sometimes I don't understand why is this happening to me but you bestfriend , you showed me different, you are there to make my life brighter and answer all my why why question . hahhaha . Cuti ni jangan lupa lepak dengan I, tak yah nak asyik dengan anak Ros je . Hahaha . If nak dengan ank ros pun kena bawak i sebb sepanjang sem ni bila I berdating shaja mesti ada you so apa salahnya sekarang you dating je mesti ada I kan . Lagipun dia kan bestfriend I since dia tahu semua kisah hidup I . wow i love you lah Nadia Farhana !.

So basically , semester two is the best because I have such an amazing handsome boyfriend , Hakimin Mokhtar, pretty bestfriend , Nadia Farhana , and also yes also amazing classmates (:

That's it , nak pergi super savers dengan boyfriend tersayang yang sangat jauh satu jam setengah perjalanan dari I hahahaa .

xoxo,

adlina .

lemme show you

2010-04-24T18:34:00.002+08:00

Needless to say, here comes my future .

LOVE YOU .

xoxo,

adlina .

Backward.

2010-04-24T17:43:00.003+08:00

I am a good sweet talker , don't blame me . I learned from the best (: But no i ain't a heartbreaker . I do things that's good for me. Hate me , yes you are allowed. I don't care what you might think or what you're going to say to your friends about me backstabbing you , broke your heart or whatsoever it is . Seriously I don't care . As for I know , i chose what is best for me . I gave only second chances no other more than that . Yeah honey , i know you hate me . For once you should know , i am not a liar . Words i said was once true , but it doesn't last long. For what happened , don't blame others. Maybe you should see it from the bright side instead of pointing fingers . Yeah , hate me today hate me tomorrow so you'll see what's best for you . 'We' wasn't a mistake but not meant to be .

xoxo,

adlina .

newsss

2010-04-18T01:22:00.001+08:00

Yeah final is just around the corner babeyh ! (:
So i've been quite busy with my study .

Btw, i love you nadia farhana , hakimin mokhtar <3
Thank you for everything .

xoxo,
adlina

Life is hard

2010-04-10T23:32:00.001+08:00

New life, new chapter (:

Lets open a new book for a very new beginning <33

xoxo,

adlina

Baby

2010-02-12T23:30:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU ,

Nurin Nadhirah Najla -.-

Rindu nak pergi padang together , jogging sama , makan sama , gaduh2 , tidur sama , tengok tom tom bak sama2 , berebut astro controller , OMG i really miss you baby )':

If god ask me what do I want right now , it will definitely be you sayang . I want you , only you . I miss you and only god know how much I do . How bad I want you back .

Adik , wherever you are right now , do hold my word , ill love you till my last breath , even if we're never gonna meet each other again, you will always be my baby (:

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY , I LOVE YOU DEEPER THAN THE OCEAN , I LOVE TILL THE SEA DOESN'T MEET THE SAND . I LOVE YOU LALA (:

xoxo,

adlina atikah .

tun kudu

2010-02-06T12:09:00.003+08:00

COLLEGE TUN KUDU (:

Ain, G-ha, Zai, Azza, Adlina, Kak Tika, Qis and Anis .

This is my squad for the block cheer . I love this moment because we really had fun and and it makes us become close to each other . Tun Kudu is my new block . When i was in semester one , i stayed at Tun Puteri but atas beberapa sebab yg tk dpt dielakkan , i berpindah ke Tun Kudu . First dulu memang agak sedih ah because nak kena adapt new situation , new roommates and kat block ni memang tkda kawan langsung . Nama pun tk sedap , kudu . Hhaha . But now, i think i dah tkda masalah sangat with this block , roommates pun okayy , kawan pun dah ada kan . Okay so anyway , this cheer is actually an induction for all part one and part two students at block Tun Kudu (: First kitorang kena buat persembahan that is given by the seniors and our group dapat nasyid haha. Diaorg bagi masa about 2weeks kot nak prepared but kitorg memang tkda practise , semua org asyik busy je kan . Cheer ni pun practise dlm masa satu hari je hahah . But I'm happy and I'm proud . Because walaupun satu hari je practise kitorg dapat buat dengan sangat baik (: i love cheer since i was in school , its the only sports that i can do and i love it . I love this (: New friends , new environment , new block , new sem <3

BAD DAY .

2010-01-09T00:41:00.001+08:00

THE BESTFRIENDS .

So I tak tahu lah apa nasib , but sem ni macam HAMPIR kepada nak sangat teruk . First I ada class until 4.30pm on Friday , but nasib baik lah for that subject i boleh tukar ke class lain . Kedua , I kena buang block sebab tak cukup cop oleh kerana tidak menghadirkan diri ke terawih last sem hahaha . So daripada seorang puteri *block tun puteri , saya dibuang ke Tun kudu . Gila buruk kan nama hahaha . Masa first day pindah tu memang nangis gila ah tknak pisah dengan roommates lama, yelah kitorg dah rapat gila dah macam adik beradik dah so sedih gak lah bila kena pisah kan . Then bad luck ketiga dan yang paling teruk sekali untuk minggu pertama di UiTM di hatiku ialah apabila pada satu hari ni lepas lecture , I nak makan , Nadee pulak ada class so i pun ajak lah Kiwi teman i pergi makan . So kitorang pun pergi lah pasar malam beli makanan and masa nak balik from pasar to dewan makan , tengah rancak2 berbual tu tiba2 *pom . Saya terjatuh ! Pergh gila malu tk terkira lah . Nasib lah kiwi tknmpk sangat hahahah . Then konon cam nak control cun lah kan jalan je ahh buat dekk je lah . Akhirnya sampai lah ke dewan makan temenggung . Makan2 borak2 pastu kawan Kiwi datang then I pun nak blk lah . Bangun2 je *dush sakit gila .

Lepas naik bilik tukar baju , I pun pergi lah ke bilik lama kat Tun Puteri . Kaki dah memang macam nak putus dah masa tu . Sampai je kat tingkat 4 tu i dah 'pengsan' so kakak2 saya yang tercinta pun mengurut lah kaki saya dan letak ubat. Ni lah sebabnya saya sangat sayang roommates lama (* Kak Farina sapu ubat sambil membebel2 , Syikin pun jugak . Pastu kan dorang ada induction so I pun lepak ah kat bilik tu sorang2 . Tiba2 kaki i sakit gila babeng and i dah tak tahan so nangis lah kan . I text Pede , so dia terus call I dengar i melalak menangis haha *sweet kan (:

Then I nak balik bilik I but tak larat nak jalan so i text Nadee suruh tolong i jalan . Kekasih I tu tengah2 tidur dia pun bergegas ke bilik puteri amik I . Then dah turun tangga dia dukung I until bilik baru hahaha . Gila larat kan haha tapi kitorg break dua kali ahh . Then nak naik tangga Nadee dah tak larat so i pun terpaksa lah merangkak naik hahahaha gila OKU . Come to think back , i rasa ni sume sbb i selalu cakap Dylla patah kaki kot tu tak pasal2 i terkena gak . haha . Dyll dia mmg ada operation kaki dia hari tu . So kesimpulannya, jangan cakap orang nnti diri sendiri terkena hahahaha.

So anyway , thank you sangat to Kak Farina sebab tolong i sapu ubat , Syikin sebab tolong urutkan , Alya sebab bagi ubat , Dylla sebab tumpangkan i balik ke bukit jelutong tadi , Pede because call i masa i nangis and buat i gelak and teman i bila i tkleh tidur , Kiwi sebab dah dua kali terpaksa jalan jauh semata2 nak teman i makan and kena marah sebab i jatuh hahaha , and NADEE sebab dukung i from puteri to kudu . haha , Tkda yang lebih baik daripada you sayangku (* ILOVEYOUSOMUCH.

xoxo,

adlina .

IF (*

2010-01-03T03:49:00.007+08:00

yes you should be FOREVER (:

Wow abang :P ( hahahhaha )

If one day the world go against me , and everyone turn their back from me , i believe he would be there for me *and oh nadee pn akan ada jugak ek . hahaha . He proved to me lot of things , make me feel better when i'm down , waiting patiently when i make him wait heh heh heh *evil way . He would be there whenever i need him , and turned around my world when im at the v bad condition pergh . He have everything and I NEED the most wooo . Sayang you . (*

He dedicated this song to me *wink . sayang kau muhammad zulhilmi bin zainul (pede) . thank you for everything you have done . xoxo .

adlina atikah .

i dream of you

2010-01-01T18:04:00.001+08:00

Ye semalam mama bermimpi , mimpi nya begini ; ada seorang jejaka kacak , buat cair mata memandang , hati berdegup kencang melihat , poket dia fuhhh jangan cakap :P siapa yang melihat pasti tertawan , haha . Bak kata orang putih , " you give me butterflies " heh heh heh . Okay dalam mimpi tu si jejaka tampan ni datang ke rumah kitorg , bukan tangan kosong tp dengan cincin di tangannya , kemudian jejaka ni pun masuk ke dalam rumah , so mama tanya lah " kenapa ni datang cari siapa ? " lalu si jejaka menjawab " saya datang nak meminang anak auntie " mama dan ayah pun tersenyum lebarrrrrrr . Yelah dah ah handsome , kaya pulak tu , pastu ayah pun bertanya " mm jadi nya nak meminang anak dara saya yg sulung tu lah ye ? " kemudian lelaki tu muka dah blur je -.- pastu dia cakap " eh bukan uncle , saya nak meminang adik dia " pergh ayah pun muka dah cuak dia tanya lagi " adik dia yg mana satu ni ? " " saya nak meminang Adlina Atikah " fuhhhhh ayah dah nak pengsan dah , mama apatah lagi kan , pastu ayah cakap " adoyy anak saya tu muda lagi , gila ke , nak langkah bendul sampai dua org " hahahah lelaki tu muka frust je , dia baru nak jawab mama terbangun pulak lalu mimpi tu menjadi to be continue .

Hahaha , masa ayah dengar ni je dia dah " hah anak aku yg ketiga tu memang gatal " heh heh heh (* so i pun jawab lah " dah anak ayah yang ketiga ni cantik , mana org tknk , terima je lah kenyataan " :D Tapi gila jugak lah , tahun baru dah mimpi aku kahwin , pffts gila bosan 2010 macam ni haha . But yg penting is I'm not getting married yet . Itu cuma mimpi semata2 (:

wahahahah . Ni mimpi mama , tp sebab ni blog saya , maka cerita nya telah diubah suai menjadi lebih sedap didengar :P hahahaha .

xoxo,

adlina .

2009's story .

2009-12-30T16:47:00.015+08:00

SAY HELLO to 2010 BABY !

New year is about to come and I'm ready to wave *goodbye to 2009 . Sangat amat mengujakan untuk menjejakkan kaki ke tahun baru haha . Kononnya untuk membuka buku baru . With new resolutions yang sememangnya tk pernah pun menjadi kenyataan *buat poyo je resolutions tu . Nak berubah jadi lebih rajin , bangun pagi , belajar bersungguh2 ( sejak dari darjah 4 smpai sekarang ) . But the truth is , memang tk jalan . hahaha . Early of the year memang fuyooo mama tengok hati dia berkata " wah bagus anak aku tahun ni nampak macam dah berubah sikit " . Tapi ku sangka panas sampai ke petang , rupa rupanya masuk je 1 february *atau mungkin lebih cepat dah berubah menjadi Adlina Atikah yang sama . Kalau balik cuti bangun mesti nak petang , menolong mama di dapur hah jangan mimpi lah , apa lagi nak belajar bersungguh-sungguh. Oh no tidak , tp mungkin juga 2010 akan membuat saya berubah . Yelah kata nak lawan kak long dan kakyah . Sem baru ni I nak mendapatkan DL *wink wink (: DL tu sangat penting sebab kata nak jadi ambassador gitu loh . So DL itu sesuatu yang wajib . Haih demi mengejar impian saya untuk duduk di luar negara saya akan berusaha lah kan :P

Oh 2009 yang semakin hampir ke penghujung ni banyak meninggalkan kesan2 , parut2 dan luka2 . HAHAH. My heart has been broken TOO MANY times this year and the worst is kebanyakan nya adalah dari orang yang sama . People asked " why did you forgive him " or " dah lah weyh jangan balik balk dgn dia , dia mmg tkkan berubah punya " and all that i could do is smile and promised to myself that i would never forgive him again . Tapi kenyataannya saya tetap memaafkan hahaha . The only reason is because i love him badly . He asked me yesterday "after everything that i've done , do you still love me ? berapaa out of 10? " lalu saya menjawab " sayanggg . mm 6 , 6 out of 10 " haha sebnrnya I lied . Iloveyou and it is uncountable weyh .Tapi saja tak cakap sebab tak nak buat kau perasan lebih. But sayang , "tak selamanya selingkuh itu indah " macam lagu band indonesia tu hahaha . Well siapa tahu 2010 akan buat dia berubah jadi lebih baik dan of course SETIA . *kening kening . Haih , lepas semua yang awak dah buat idk why baik bebenor hati ni nak maafkan lagi .You tak pernah dengar semua yg i nak ckp , tkpernah amik tahu pasal I , birthday aku pun kau tk igt , payah sangat nak ada sikit masa utk I , dari masa mula2 cpl semuanya asyik2 kawan you dulu , sakit kot hati masa tu , rasa mcm as a girlf I mcm tkda guna je utk you , pastu alih2 curang . Bila I tanya tknak mengaku , tiba2 je prmpn2 bdh tu cll I , sedar tk dah berpa kali benda ni jadi , asal suka buat i mcm tu , then bila I txt org lain padahl kawn je and you akan mrh2 , tp you buat I tk pernah pun nk mrh sebb aku PERCAYA kau . I tk pernh bagi kawn2 i ckp bad things abt you , smpai blh gdh tau sbb bnda tu . Gila babi aku sayang kau pun kau susah sgt nak nmpk . Apa yg i tkpernah buat utk you . Asal nak kena curang . ergh *ni yg nak emo skjp ni . Anyway bak kata2 I kepada you dulu kala " Iloveyou so strong, tkda shake2 punya " . May you change exboyf .

Bestf ? yeah 2009 , I lost one of my bestie . I mean not exactly lost but we're growing apart . Mungkin betul kata2 orang bila bestf dah ada boyf persahabatan tu akan semakin renggang and ada juga yang ckp kalau high school's bestf memang susah nak stay as bestf bila awak dah masuk college . Well i can see the truth there . Mungkin kita dah tak share banyak benda lagi * I mean actually tkda benda langsung yang kita share sekarang . I don't blame her, maybe its my fault too . Maybe because of our schedule yang buat kita jarang nak jumpa kan . But its okay , maybe 2010 will make us be like how we used to be kan . Iloveyou though.

Yes , for this year the other half of me would be Nadia Farhana . Hahaha . Kita baru je kenal tahun ni kat UiTM but it feels like we've know each other since forever :P we shared almost everything . Maybe because we're in the same course which make us become v closed . Bila I ada masalah i would call her and so as she . Masa mula2 kenal dia dulu sumpah kelakar , yelah dua2 ego and masa mula2 masuk UiTM I memegang falsafah yang berbunyi " I'm too good for you , and nak kawan dengan I , you lah tegur " hahah punya lah sombong kan dulu :P Oh Adilah Ali juga ada lah a good friend of mine . We're in same class . Dan dlam class terutama class math , kita dua amat lah camwhore :P hahaha . We love to gossip pah bedah dalam class math sampai lecturer cam " suka ti awak dua lah " and and bila pn. Hazariah memekak pasal rambut I *because coloured , Dyll lah yang akan menyampuk dan buat lawak sampai pn .Hazariah lupa nak marah hahaha .

Family ? Semua nya baik2 je . Takda masalah sangat . 2009 has been better than 2008 , which im v glad . Mama semakin garang tapi sangat suka berhimpit dengan kitaorg . Maksudnya macam bila kita adik beradik nak tengok movie , mama pun sama nak join. Bila kita ada boyf dia sibuk nak tahu siapa kah . Ayah pulak mmm semakin hari semakin kelakar , seriously he really know how to joke now . Kalau dulu punya lah takut dengan dia tapi sekarang dah tak dah *hooray . Yang best nya kalau mama marah kita org , dia yang dengan rela hati nya mem back up hahaha . Oh kita adik beradik pulak semakin lama semakin rapat . Kita semakin tahu kisah hidup masing2 . Bila salah satu ada masalah selalunya kita akan refer sesama kita dulu . Kita banyak buat aktiviti bersama2 juga . Enough said , family is happier this year so i hope it would be much better on 2010 . Iloveyou guys sangat amat (*

Okayy so yeah itu je lah sedikit sebanyak kisah tentang 2009 yang membawa suka dan duka :D

Pray for a better life in 2010 .

My target for this year is : DL for the second sem weeeehuuuu *kening kening .

xoxo,

adlina .

love

2009-12-20T19:06:00.006+08:00

since 21st May 2009 .

But somewhere we went wrong , we were once so strong , our love is like a song , you can't forget it . So now i guess this is where we have to stand .
7months and shall stop counting .

xoxo,

adlina.

FAV .

2009-12-17T17:33:00.000+08:00

another me .

2009-12-13T15:34:00.001+08:00

Nothing can compare to your first love ,

I hope this will remind you that its for real ,

Don't forget about us .

Oh yes I know that you're in a new relationship ,

But we both know , nothing come close to what we had,

I bet she don't do like me ,

She wanna do it like how we used to be ,

But you know she can't .

xoxo,

adlina .

Luck

2009-12-13T04:20:00.002+08:00

Finally i got my result .

It was not that good but hey it's way better than what i've thought so i guess it's alright (:

At least there is no paper to repeat which i am very proud of .

After all the pain , god do love me hahaha .

I pass my math with the grade C , which is also the worst grade .

The rest is all A B+ and B- haha .

Parents were glad because honestly no one think i could get this good .So just now while we were on the way back from sending my sister at UTM johor, we drop by at the Ayer Keroh's r&r and they treat with mint chocolate chip ice cream which i've been craving for awhile (:

Well Public Admin is not as easy as you thought , it requires lots of general knowledge and the understanding of politics . I do love politics but I'm no good at it . Lucky me to have a father who is very active in politics, so he did teach me here and there .Before, i wanted to study law but SPM's result does not exceed the requirement . But daddy said that public admin is just the same as law but in such a better way, well now i do agree . And something you don't know is that I've been dying to be a flight attendance since i was in form 3 .

Daddy allowed me to be one as long as I atleast have a degree . Well according to what i've planned earlier, once i complete my dip i would love to work as a FA first before i proceed with my degree but times do change people right (:

My very new ambition is to be an ambassador of Malaysia to Italy. Hahaha may luck be on my side (:

xoxo,

adlina

So you can cry .

2009-12-11T16:59:00.004+08:00

I'm a lover, 
And the pain of a heart from another,
Can be difficult to recover,
Yes this I know,
But difficult isn't impossible,
And you shiver (shiver)
He was your warmth, you cry lips quiver,
Well honey go on and cry me a river,
You wanna be down (you wanna be down),
Fine let me help you out,
How 'bout ;

I'll ask the sun to shine away from you today so you can cry,
If that's what you want alright,
And I'll ask the clouds to bring the rain for you today so you can cry,
If that's what you want alright,
Ooohh if that's what you want it's alright,
Then if that's what you want alright,

And your tears won't bring him back,
I know you wish that it did,
But it just don't work like that,
Ooohh I know that healing takes time,
Hey even your heart has a pace,
Ooohh but how much time are you gonna take,
Mmm too much will be a mistake.  

Life isn't long,

 There will be pain but life goes on,

With everyday a brand new song.

xoxo

goodbye.

2009-12-01T00:11:00.003+08:00

why mind to come back when it is only to hurt.

haven't you satisfied for all the pain you've caused before.

im a normal girl, not a superwoman.

i'd kill myself to give everything perfect for you,

because loving you, having me to give the air to breathe,

and its not fair .

all i ever wanted is a simple way to get over you,
tell me with so many out there,
why i always turn to you,
your goodbyes tear me down everytime,
and its so easy to see that the blame is on me.

xoxo,

adlina.

go figure.

2009-11-17T02:20:00.003+08:00

what am i trying to say?
GO FIGURE BBY ((:

combination.

2009-11-07T12:08:00.000+08:00

Oh yes love is hard (:
It kicks so hard, it breaks your bones,

Cuts so deep, it hits your soul,

tears your skin and makes your blood flow,

So its better that you know, that love is hard.

If loving you is easy, playing by the rules,

But you said love tastes much better when its cruel,

To you everything was just a game,

Yeah you played me good but i want you

so much more than i should,

So i say Hey I love you.

sisterhood

2009-11-04T13:43:00.002+08:00

nurin nadhirah najla ; you're being missed .

hurt

2009-10-22T19:33:00.003+08:00

thank you for being such a good boyfriend by 'remembering' my birthday ((:

she is not like what you think

2009-10-20T16:30:00.002+08:00

I skip a lecture as I am sick. Boring and have nothing to do, I created a story.

Enjoy ---

She walked down the hall wearing her jeans and fitted white shirt, matched with a black wedges and designer’s handbag.

She looks amazingly pretty as she walked confidently with her long wavy hair. Jealousy can be smell all over the place now. You silently adore her, but you can’t help by being jealous as she seems to have everything.

Describing her- she is pretty, clever, loved by the guys, she have a group of popular friends, and she is rich, very rich indeed. But something you don’t know is something that she’s being hiding. She is terribly hurt; there is a scar in her heart. Pity her; you’re being jealous when she herself is already miserable.

She walked pretend as in nothing happened. She cried to sleep last night because he hurt her. They said she deserves more, yes she does but love is something you can’t force. She has everything, almost everything but she doesn’t own his love. She doesn’t have the thing that she is dying for.

Her boyfriend cheated on her while she talk proudly about him to everyone she met. She thought she’s the only one who can make him laugh, who can make him smile but she didn’t know that it will rain too soon. He lied every now and then and she trust him every second that she breathe.

She is not like what you think.

Not strong enough, she cried while she was walking down the hall. Trying to pretend, trying to hide the scars but she is just a girl. A girl with a broken heart and it will always show. It couldn’t be hiding and now everyone knows she is not like what they think. She’s not perfect. She doesn’t own everything. She is someone that you no need to be jealous of. She is as normal as you are.

She needs love, she needs protection, she needs trust and she needs a REAL boyfriend. Many guys offered to replace him. But nah too bad, she only loves him. He is the only one she want, the only one she love.

He treat her like shit when everyone else dying to be her prince. He lied to her while every guy is sincerely in love with her. Pity her, she still can’t open her eyes and differentiate between good and bad.

That is why she is not like what you think.

she was inlove

2009-10-19T15:27:00.001+08:00

SHAIFUL AZWAN'S OWN (:

because she's a blonde.

2009-10-19T14:44:00.003+08:00

Figure out, she hates her. Why? It’s simply because she’s a blonde.

She went to the class as usual, 5 minutes late than the lecturer, not on purpose but she often forget to put on her scarf, that’s the reason why she’s late, she need to go to the toilet and put on her scarf to make the lecturer happy to see.

Unfortunately, nothing she does could make that old lady happy and smile to see her. She’s all the wrong, she’s the entire mistake. Why? Yes, simply because she’s blonde.

One day, she went to the class wearing her checkered and jeans perfectly with a scarf to cover her blonde hair. She came in with a happy feeling because last night was an awesome night for her. It was about the dinner for her course.

She was happy until suddenly, the lecturer asked her “what do you have that make you deserve to be the usher for the dinner last night?” On her mind “it is because I’m beautiful, you jealous” Hahaha nah she’s not that rude so politely she answered “I was chosen by abang Faiz”. It is the truth she’s telling that make the lecturer became more annoyed. The lecturer said “it is wrong because you were representing the students of DPA with your unnaturally blonde hair.” ANNOIYING, I know. You can’t expect her to wear the scarf all the time because it’s her right and she’s not ready for it. Well the girl was terribly hurt until she was thinking to just change her course to masscomm instead of continuing in Public Admin. But come to think back, it’s her dream and she should not let anyone destroyed it. She knows she can because she’s doing what she loves.

Result time – she received her test 1 result and proudly, she obtained 6.5 over 10 which is quite good as the highest in the class was 8.

Class over, rumors begins. She kept her ears shut because she knows that this is what she want, she’s a blonde with a brain. She’s pretty inside out. She has her principle. She study law, and it is stated that as long as you don’t go against the law, you are safe. In the university, there is separation of power. And the guard is the one who hold the highest authority about the way you should dress. She’s being told that coloring your hair is flexible. So, maybe the lecturer should stop searching for her mistakes for once.

The end.

if we could die due to boredom

2009-10-19T14:42:00.002+08:00

A question being asked by my heart, “could I die because of boredom?”

HAHAHA. It’s a question I can’t answer. Maybe we could, who knows?

Well, this is the first time I’m spending my weekends here, at the hostel. BORING -.-

I was sulking with my friends, Nadee, KB and Zam Harith. So on Saturday, I woke up at 8.25 am and get myself all ready to attend a seminar, a stupid seminar actually. Ergh I was all stress up. After the seminar end, I straight away went back to my room. Again, I’m alone -.-

My roommates went back to their house and leave me all ALONE. Luckily, Syikin, my level mate was around. After get back from the seminar, I continue to sleep and woke up at 3 pm. Then, Syikin and I went to Alor Gajah by bus. It’s been awhile since the last time I took a bus, so I get all excited Hahaha.

While we were having our lunch at the KFC, I received a phone call from KB. Thought of being emo with him, I decided not to answer his phone call.

Around 6, we rode a bus back to our hostel. Before we went to our room, we decided to take some pictures at the lake infront of our block. Being a cam whore is just me. It was fun, seriously it is. After a few shot of ourselves, we went back to our room, where the boredom strikes.

Then again, KB called. After a few ‘explanation’ we were okay Hahaha. Oh and yes, I’m okay with Nadee as well Hahaha.

Well then, around 9.30 pm I went overnight with KB, Radin, and Zam Harith. We went to Ayer Keroh before going to Melaka. Later around 4.30 am we were already at Zam Harith’s house. We spent a night there and get in the hostel the next morning, where again the boredom strike.

This time, it is seriously boring. I spent my whole Sunday inside the room writing this at the Microsoft word as there is no connection to online.

This is when my heart asked, if I could die due to boredom. Do you think there is people who could die because of doing nothing? I think there is because I’m about to die.

-.-

i deserve more, maybe.

2009-10-19T14:34:00.001+08:00

I need a real boyfriend, who would be there with me through thick and thin, who would listen to my every single word, who love me unconditionally, who knows everything about me, who would stands up for me, when I cry he’ll wipe up my tears, laugh to my stupid jokes, make me feel better when I’m down, who kiss me passionately when I’m losing trust, a boyfriend who adore me, unstoppable miss me, give me butterflies everytime we’re together and said I LOVE YOU, silently every single day.

Because, I’m not that type to get my heart broken, I’m not that type to get upset and cry.

However, this time was different; felt like I was just the victim and it cut me like a knife.

Now I’m in this condition, and I got all the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart, but no matter what, you’ll never see me cry.

picture .

2009-10-16T11:13:00.000+08:00

ADLINA, ZAM HARITH, KB

NADEE and RADIN

i feel my heart skip a beat.

2009-10-11T17:19:00.000+08:00

yesterday i went to sunway pyramid with Dylla and Nadee (: then i met my boyfriend there yeyh! hahhaha. Well i miss him badly, very bad actually so cam hah akhirnya dpt jumpa jugak kan, dah berapa minggu tak jumpa dia haish. But anyway it wasnt awesome. I tak puas langsung jumpa dia.

First i, dylla and nadee pergi cari pouch untuk dinner but tak jumpa pun ergh. Then, lepas boyfriend i dtg, i pergi lah jalan with him while Nadee dgn Dylla.

I got myself a jeans from Kitschen hahaha and a hairband from diva while my boyfriend bought a MacBeth's shoes. Honestly, i dont know what is it so special about the MacBeth's but he really really love that brand. Anyway, it looks nice on him (: mm oh yes, he promised to buy me a jeans from mng hahaha. I tunggu for my birthday nanti hahah *tak sabar (:
Then around 8, i went to his house sekejap. Seriously agak scary sebab parents dia ada, auntie dia sume pun ada. Sampai je kat rumah after salam2 sume i msk blk tv dgn adik dia, Alya. Lama gila kot tk jumpa dia. Yelah sebab i dgn abg dia pun baru get back kan. Then cousin dia balik dgn adik dia yg kecik tu, Amir. hahaha terharu sikit sebab budak kecik tu still ingat i, nama i hahaha ((:

Well then around 9 i balik, but masa tu ada sedikit misunderstanding dgn Bong. Serious marah gila masa tu. But now dah okay lah sikit.

Yes and i still tak da gambar with my own boyfriend hahaha. Lain kali lah i amik hahaha (:

p/s : i love you shaiful azwan.

homecoming

2009-10-10T00:02:00.003+08:00

i baru sampai rumah from UiTM yeyh . *sangat penat. Oh tadi i blk with Zam Harith, KB, Nadee and Radin.

Firstly, from UiTM kita pergi Alor Gajah because KB nak makan, then kita terus blk but singgah kat Seremban punya r&r sebab Zam Harith pulak nak makan. So then, we went to Asia Cafe, main main sume hahahah lepas tu terus pergi Shah Alam. Masa kat Shah Alam mula2 plan nak pergi makan kat kedai jap because Zam Harith and KB nak jumpa kawan diaorg jap, but then tak jadi sebab mama panggil balik ajak diaorg makan kat rumah. Actually kat rumah ada kenduri sikit hahha.

Oh yeah, today jugak sebenarnya Shaiful Azwan buat open house, dia ajak i pergi but i cant because i takut blk lmbt mama marah. Kita singgah AC pun sekejap je, and masa kat situ pulak i terjumpa his bestfriend, Dini. Well before cerita yg bukan2 sampai kat telinga Shaiful Azwan i terus call dia and tell him where am i sume kan. And 10 minit lps main fussball, kitorg terus balik. I told Dini to tell him that i cant make it.

So well anyway, lepas tu kita pun balik lah to my house makan2, amik gambar apa sume (: but yeah, i dont have those picture yet because we took it by Nadee's hp. So later lah i upload. (:

p/s : tomorrow nak pergi jumpa Shaiful Azwan , yeyh i miss him so much ((:

Happy Birthday .

2009-10-05T15:43:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYAH !

I Love You .

UiTM

2009-10-05T15:24:00.007+08:00

i dah baik dengan Hanis (:

hahhaha sukaaa .

oh and yeah tkpernah cerita pasal uitm kan so today ill talk abt my life here.

i have 4 good friends (: Nadee, Zam Harith, Abo, and KB. Nadee is my good friend here, while the guys are like my brothers . We do things together and defend each other. We lunch together, dinner together, study together, hang out together, haha semua together lah . Zam harith is my DPA senior, Abo is a part 3 student of Masscomm while KB is taking diploma in Art and Design in part 6 sama cam Zam Harith.

Oh there is another one of us that is Radin. He is a part 1 student of Masscomm.

We met each other almost everyday, errr jap no its actually everyday hahaha. Yesterday we went for a movie together but Radin tak ada because dia blk KL jumpa girlf hahahaha. Hari Khamis malam tu pun kitorg keluar pergi McD nak study then dah ter lajak and dah ter malam sangat so kitorg tk blk college terus overnight. After study kita pergi kampung Portugis jap but kena halau dengan polis 10 mint kemudian hahahaha. So kitorg pergi makan asam pedas and then balik rumah sewa Zam Harith. His house is kind of scary because housemate dia mcm tk betul sikit hahah Zam Harith pun cakap macam tu hahaha. So masuk2 je rumah dia, dia terus tarik i dengan Nadee masuk bilik dia and kitorg pun tidur ah lima org kat situ. Pergi toilet pun Zam Harith ikut teman jaga pintu toilet haha gila protective kan (: But kita tk tidur sgt pun because masa smpai je dah pukul 6.30 mcm tu so kitorg borak2 ahh.

mmm oh so yeah thats it laa haha, later ill upload gambar kitorang semua :D

boyfriend .

2009-09-30T01:35:00.002+08:00

GOOD NEWS PEOPLE ! ((:

i get back with shaiful azwan. The last boyfriend of mine. hahaha. i love him so much and he is all that really matter. Thank you for everything sayang, i promise there would only be you in my heart and that this time we will make it work (:

I LOVE YOU SO STRONG, ( tak da shake shake punya lah ) (:

I HATE YOU.

2009-09-27T17:45:00.004+08:00

A lot of things i can take, gotta a high threshold or pain,
But lets get one thing straight, im not down to share you with anyone,
It thats what you're looking for, nice knowing you,
But there's the door, cause i know that i can find someone who can give me what i want.

Open house

2009-09-25T20:34:00.001+08:00

Thanks to the heels, i finally look taller :p

Itu Alya dan itu Nadee. Kita semua study kat UiTM melaka and gmbr ni masa kat open house rumah Nadee tadi. Comel kan i and Nadee, bj raya kita sama colour. Adik kita pun sama colour hahaha. Kat bwh ni ada gmbr i and alin, my sister and Nadee and her sister. Comel je kebetulan sama pulak masa tu. Tp kat gmbr atas ni mmg di plan haha. Kita selalu pakai sama colour or sedondon to lecture hahaha. Dyla pun sama gak. Masa gmbr ni diambil, Dylla dah blk. Oh by the way, Alya is our senior. haha mcm junior je kan hahaha. She's taking diploma in Art and Design, i think. I tak sure part berapa, rasa-rasanya part 3 kot. Kitorg jumpa kat cafe, because boyf dia kawan i and Nadee. ahaha. So yeah, tu je lah yang i nak bgtau haha. (:

triangle .

2009-09-25T00:40:00.009+08:00

A common love triangle is one in which the hero or heroine is torn between two suitors of radically contrasting personalities; one of a girl next door or nice guy type, and the other as a physically attractive but potentially hazardous person. Alternatively, the hero or heroine has a choice between a seemingly perfect lover and an imperfect but endearing person. In this case, the "too-good-to-be-true" person is often revealed to have a significant flaw, such as hidden insensitivity or lecherousness, causing the other person to become the more desirable partner.

Love triangles can either be relatively balanced, in which the two candidates each have a fair chance of ending up with the protagonist, or they can be lopsided, in which the hero or heroine has an obvious romantic interest in one of the candidates, and considers the other candidate as "just a friend," but withholds a confession to avoid hurting feelings.
A less permanent love triangle occurs when a former lover of the main character makes an unexpected appearance to win back the character's heart, provoking feelings of jealousy from the main character's steady partner. However, this situation is usually not considered an actual love triangle since there is little possibility of the main character breaking up with a longtime partner to pursue a just-introduced character, and it is often used as only a test of the true depth of the main character's devotion to their partner.

To be in love with someone who is in a primary relationship or marriage with someone else can be the most excruciating and at the same time the most seemingly beautiful experience of your life.
The experience is excruciating because it is hard to stop or change it. It ensnares you in a situation that you may not be able to get out for a long time, one you may in fact not want to get out of. Your inability to make the situation into exactly what you want makes you suffer.
The experience is beautiful because the person that you are having the relationship with seems like your perfect, ideal partner — your soulmate. There is a very special connection between the two of you. The attention from your loved one and the way he or she feels about you is deeply satisfying. The bond between the two of you seems magical.
In spite of the beauty and the connection in the relationship, you suffer tremendously. It’s as if you are on a roller coaster ride, up one moment and more in love then you have ever been, down the next and in more despair then you have ever felt.

So to be or not to be, to get involved or not to get involved, it is all your choice. But people, please stop accusing .

them ,

2009-09-24T23:46:00.010+08:00

NASRUN HIZWAN.

HALIM AND ADEL.

Halim is Nash's friend and Adel is his girlf. Ini kali kedua kita jumpa, first time jumpa kat Malacca when Halim and Nash sent me back to hostel. But before blk hostel kita gi amik Adel kat UiTM kampus bandaraya Melaka. She's taking degree, but im not sure in what course. Lepas amik dia masa tu, kitaorg pergi tgk movie The Ugly Truth. Well trust me, tu first time ddk couple seat hahaha. Dah lah masa tu tgh puasa pergh hahaha. But eh tak da buat apa2 pun ek *rasanya lah hahaha. Lepas movie, kita gi berbuka kat satu kedai ni then kita pergi Jonker Street. Best gila kat situ. Nash beli kan i ada satu key chain ni, its a couple magnet, half heart lah. Satu kat i, satu kat dia heee comel kan haha oh lepas tu kita hantar Adel blk kat hostel before hantar i kat Lendu. ahah. Thank you Nash and Halim because cam sngp drive all the way. But ni bukan first time Nash dtg tgk i kat Melaka, pernah dulu dia datang with Kamal. We went to Dataran Pahlwan and bought a cardigan at Kitschen. Then kita pergi naik Taming Sari (:

Oh yeah enough, itu cerita hari tu. Jom cerita pasal hari ni pulak haha. Tadi diaorg datang raya rumah i, then kitorg pergi One Utama tgk movie. Cerita The Perfect Gateaway. Cerita tu tak best. Oh yeah so ni gmbr ni sume masa kitorg otw blk rumah from movie. Hahaha. Adel comel kan? haha i rasa dia comel pdhal dia dah 19 but she look younger than me i think. hahaha. Anyway thank you guys(:

sorry )':

2009-09-23T19:30:00.004+08:00

I MISS YOU BESTFRIEND!

im sorry for everything, please do text me )':

Hanis Zaini

2009-09-23T18:54:00.003+08:00

ehem ehem, Nur Hanis Athira bt Mohd Zaini, just in case kalau you baca lah kan (memang you akan baca pun kan kan, sebab i akan paksa) hahaha. Okay look, i am VERY SORRY for whatever happened. Bukannya i tak nak kawan dgn you lagi (eceh dah macam bdk2 tadika dh tknk kwn tknk kwn ni) haha. I just cam tak suka ah benda2 ni, you tahu kan benda2 ni tu apa. mmm i dont blame you for the whole situation, ni semua salah lelaki tahlol tu lah, patut lah bf aku pun tak suka dia. eh jap ex bf hahaha sayang sial kat lelaki tu haish.
Oh oh, mm i sayang you doh Hanis, kan kau janji kan kita bestfriend sampai besar, kahwin, ada anak grrrr *tak sabar hah. so habis sekarang mcm mana? i text tknk reply, i comment buat dekkk je. I nak call tp takut : / and and tapi kan, i cam tak suka you buat blog mcm tu, tulis mcm tu. Ni semua salah faham je. Tak nak ah gaduh2 mcm ni, tk best ah. Dua2 pun cam penting untuk i. Berbaik-baik lah sempena hari raya ni kan haha and alaaaaa kan dah kata dulu, if i ada kawan baru pun, ada kawan baik baru sekalipun, kita tetap bestfriend kan. Tak kan lupa kot? If lupa, cuba bukak balik blog i kat myspace tu ahah kan ada tulis kat situ. Takkan ah sebab benda2 ni nak gaduh terus kot? Ingat tak dulu kita cam selalu together semua. Semua sama sama lah, bak kata org 'mkn sepinggan, tidur sebntl'.You ingat tak, dulu your mum kan tak bagi kita kawan semua kan sebab kononnya aku ni bad influence lah sangat haha, then you cakap " no matter what happened and no matter how hard they try to separate us, we will never be a part and forever bestfriend" hah lebih kurang mcm tu lah sebab i tk igt exact words dia but mksdnya mcm tu lah kan. Mak larang pun kita still blh tahan, ni kan pulak lah sebab gossip2 mcm ni kan? Ingat tak ada satu hari tu i nangis2 call you sebab Bong curang tu, and you yang tlng i calm down kan.
Masa i sakit masa baru2 masuk UiTM tu pun you jaga i kan, suruh i tidur dengan you, jaga i makan, bagi i ubat, hantar i pergi clinic and then tak pasal2 you pun menyangkit haha. But satu benda you kena tahu, masa i demam tu, Nadee pun ada jaga i. Sngp dia naik tngkt 5 blok i tu nak bg i sup campbell tu hahaha. Tp i tk minum pun haha, then macam you, dia pun menyangkit demam. Tu lah mksd i, korang dua cam penting bagi i. so tak nk ah bergaduh mcm ni. Even if you tk suka pun, jgn ah mrh2 mcm tu because dia pun kawan i. And lagi satu, if you tak tahu, lelaki K tu kan dulu kutuk2 you tahu, then Nadee yang backup you. Haish. I faham lah if you tk suka because i lagi bnyk lepak dgn dia dr lpk dgn you kn, but mslhnya kita kan lain course. Bila i free, you ada class, bila i ada class, you pulak free. Habis nak buat mcm mana. But tu bukannya maksud kita dah bukan bestf kan.
You are still my bestf and forever will lah Hanis Zaini. Ingat tak babe masa dulu you dengan Apit, i dengan sepupu dia tu. Hhahaha comel kan. Then you call Apit, i call dia. After tu, kita call each other pulak and gayut je kan. Rindu oh time2 tu, kita dah jarang kan buat super saver and call each other mcm dulu. Dulu you selalu jaga i kan, tak bagi i dengan llk ni, dgn llk tu sbb takt diaorg skt kan i kan and you tak suka sebab i selalu ada affair dengan boyf org ergh *so girlf beware hahaha. But walaupun i yg mengedik mengatal sangat nak boyf org, you still backup i bila perempuan2 bdh tu mrh2 i kan haha eventhough kita semua tahu i yg bersalah hahaha. Apa2 pun, i dah kena karma! Boyf i pulak yg curang lps tu haha. Lantak ah, mm i love you gilaaaa doh, lebih bnyk dari i love my boyf (sbbnya i tkda bf pun) hahahaha. So sayangggg please ahh tkkan nak lupa je semua ni padahal kita kan dah kawan for like errr 3 years bai! walaweyh ahahaha.
SORRY LAH PLEASE? taknak ah marah2 macam ni lagi. Hanis Zaini, if you dah baca ni kan, tolong lah text i and cakap that you forgive me. Lagipun sekarang ni kan still raya, so mari lah bermaaf-maafan kan haish i miss you bestfriend )':